Indigo shifts uncomfortably at that question. "I....." she inhales deeply. "I can't control that half of myself and try to use it as little as possible."
Sai nodded. "that's right i remember. the inner demon is something... how do i explain." Sai thought for while. "ah. look at it like this. lets say you want to climb mountain." Sai turned his gazed toward the night sea as he leaned on the railings. he looked towards the moons reflection on the sea and the moon itself "you would start from the bottom. that's the easiest place and most logical place to start. it not pleasant because and encourage because you can turn back anytime you like. but you keep climbing, until you are a quarter way up the mountain. now you can still turn back, are you can keep going, if you have a... whats the word...belief that you can continue then you do. but you can also turn back.now going 25% may be all you need to fulfill with you were looking for but way stop right. now lets say you are now half way.now that you are half way there, you can count it as a milestone. you have gone farther then you and others thought you would be. you still turn back. but why? you climbed half way... and the energy used to climb down 50% could have been used to climb up 50%. then you get to 3/4 of the climb. no to turn but would unspeakable, you have come so far. everyone is rooting for you. those who did not take the journey wish they could be by your side. next comes not 100%. no. but 90%. its the last inch. that moment of fear sets in the most. it the part where you have to go alone but you know everyone is behind you in spirit and you carry that hope with you. there is no turning back because you have achieved so much." Sai then turned towards Indigo and took her hands within his. "you know that someone and everyone who cares will be there waiting for you to reach the top and they will be there to care you and heal any wounds taken on your journey. when you finally reach the top you realize that fear had not on you. and that you'll never let it hold you back ever again. you return tougher, stronger, faster, braver, etc. as my mother once said to my father. 'do not let your past define you but rather what you do with your present, and what is is you plan to do with your future. i made a promise of the ridge to help and i will. with the war on hand i was occupied but now you have my full attention. what do you say?"