The Memory

Cyanide Addiction

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I wish I could lose my memory
But they're firmly cemented
And on goes this story
As they make me feel a bit demented

I can't let go of the past
I can't accept what I lost
Because I was sure it would last
And all my emotions have been tossed

Because feeling anything
Means feeling more than I can take
And I still remember everything
Yet people still call me a fake

How can this even be?
I lost my love and all I cared for
What is it that I can't see?
I lost my sanity forevermore

I feel it fading now
The memory is blurry
My mind is bleeding like a stuck sow
But the dying memories are in no hurry

My emotions are returning
Not like a flood but rather a slow creek
I found out that I'm still learning
And I may or may not find the answers I seek

The memory is like the setting sun
I still see the occasional flashback
But soon it will be close to undone
It will not completely disappear till I fade to black​
 
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