Cyanide Addiction
Active member
I'm on the wrong side of it all
The one I love is lost to me
And I can't get over this wall
I'm scared he'll grow up and I won't see
Will he be okay without me there
Will he look and act like me
Will he believe the lies or be fair
I just want to know
Will he even care
Or will I simply have to let go
I feel like this was my biggest mistake
I trusted the wrong girl with a child
The love wasn't true it was fake
I let my emotions run completely wild
And now my boy's future is dark
If only I could bring it to the light
But chances of that are stark
I just can't find good assurance
To let it go to fate
I only hope that he'll have my endurance
And that he won't learn to hate
The one I love is lost to me
And I can't get over this wall
I'm scared he'll grow up and I won't see
Will he be okay without me there
Will he look and act like me
Will he believe the lies or be fair
I just want to know
Will he even care
Or will I simply have to let go
I feel like this was my biggest mistake
I trusted the wrong girl with a child
The love wasn't true it was fake
I let my emotions run completely wild
And now my boy's future is dark
If only I could bring it to the light
But chances of that are stark
I just can't find good assurance
To let it go to fate
I only hope that he'll have my endurance
And that he won't learn to hate