"Why was Kaname so against the feelin of "Love"?" I thought to myself
I looked up at the golden sky watching it turn into complete darkness.
The tree swayed as the night breeze blew,
it would be another cold night but it didnt make a difference to Kaname and me, we were used to the cold nights air.
"Kayame" Kaname said looking back at me.
"Yes what is it?" I replied
"You have seemes very depressed for the last few days..Why is that?"
"Oh it's nothing Kaname dont worry i'm fine."
"Hmmm.. If you say so."
I could tell Kaname knew i wasnt okay, i was bad at hidong my emotions from him.
But i guess he didnt want to force me into telling him so he let it slide this once.
"We'll camp here for the night" He said then leaned against a tree and sat down.
I nodded and jumped up onto a tree branch and leaed against it.
My sorrow kept comming back even when i tried to be happy.
I just cant forget about Kaname and his hate for "Love".
I have watched demons and human live together in peace and fall in love with one another, falling in love is so joyful.
But to Kaname it's just a death wish.
He's told me many times he will never fall in love with anyone and that he only loves me and will only care for me and noone else.
What will he do when i fall in love with someone?
The thought of that pierced my heart,
For i knew Kaname would never be okay with me falling in love with someone.
He seems to not want to be my twin,
He seems to want to be more.
What am i thinking?!
He's my brother and he knows that very well..
But i just get that feeling he thinks that "Love" and "Sibling Love"
is the same thing.
I let out a deep sigh and looked down to check up on Kaname.
He was fast asleep.
I looked back up at the stars and my eyes began to water,
"Mother, Father, please help me. I'm so confused.." i whispered then closed my eyes and before i knew it i was in a deep sleep.
The next day Kaname and i continued our walk.
My heart was heavy and i felt nothing.
I was in a deep depression.
But why?
Thats what coonfused me the most.
"Kayame enough, I'm tired of this already . Whats wrong?" he asked staring straight at me.
"Honsetly i dont know Kaname" I replied though i just remembered why i was the way i was.
"Youre lying to me Kayame.."
"Kaname..."
"Hmph..i thought you were a better sister than that? I guess i was wrong." He started to walk away.
"Kaname wait!"
"What?!"
"Do you love me more than a sister?!"
I looked up at the golden sky watching it turn into complete darkness.
The tree swayed as the night breeze blew,
it would be another cold night but it didnt make a difference to Kaname and me, we were used to the cold nights air.
"Kayame" Kaname said looking back at me.
"Yes what is it?" I replied
"You have seemes very depressed for the last few days..Why is that?"
"Oh it's nothing Kaname dont worry i'm fine."
"Hmmm.. If you say so."
I could tell Kaname knew i wasnt okay, i was bad at hidong my emotions from him.
But i guess he didnt want to force me into telling him so he let it slide this once.
"We'll camp here for the night" He said then leaned against a tree and sat down.
I nodded and jumped up onto a tree branch and leaed against it.
My sorrow kept comming back even when i tried to be happy.
I just cant forget about Kaname and his hate for "Love".
I have watched demons and human live together in peace and fall in love with one another, falling in love is so joyful.
But to Kaname it's just a death wish.
He's told me many times he will never fall in love with anyone and that he only loves me and will only care for me and noone else.
What will he do when i fall in love with someone?
The thought of that pierced my heart,
For i knew Kaname would never be okay with me falling in love with someone.
He seems to not want to be my twin,
He seems to want to be more.
What am i thinking?!
He's my brother and he knows that very well..
But i just get that feeling he thinks that "Love" and "Sibling Love"
is the same thing.
I let out a deep sigh and looked down to check up on Kaname.
He was fast asleep.
I looked back up at the stars and my eyes began to water,
"Mother, Father, please help me. I'm so confused.." i whispered then closed my eyes and before i knew it i was in a deep sleep.
The next day Kaname and i continued our walk.
My heart was heavy and i felt nothing.
I was in a deep depression.
But why?
Thats what coonfused me the most.
"Kayame enough, I'm tired of this already . Whats wrong?" he asked staring straight at me.
"Honsetly i dont know Kaname" I replied though i just remembered why i was the way i was.
"Youre lying to me Kayame.."
"Kaname..."
"Hmph..i thought you were a better sister than that? I guess i was wrong." He started to walk away.
"Kaname wait!"
"What?!"
"Do you love me more than a sister?!"