The Amazi Clan Castle

[Kayame]

it's time i disapear from this world..

Fades into darkness*

 

[+BLOODsilent+]

~makes a large wind explosion that stops everyone

Fuuton: Atsugai (Wind Style: Pressure Damage)
Type:Attack
Rank: A
Range:Short-Mid
Chakra Cost:30
Damage Points:60
Description: A Huge blast of wind that levels anything in its path; Can cause major damage and requires a sufficient chakra level to perform. This large wind blast
moves in tremendous speed and cannot be controlled. If the user gets caught in it, it will harm him also.


makes kayame and everyone stop where they are~


y doesnt anyone listen to me........you all are being selfish.......

 

[Makoto Yuki]

demon:....again what was that foe

 

[Xinroki]

*Continues to drink sake with no emotion tword blood's comment*

 

[Kayame]

Stops and sits on roof of castle*

 

[-Thad-]

*Sitting next to Kayame before she even notices me there* You haven't really forgetten them have you? Heheheheh.

 

[Kayame]

Looks at Thadias and nodds*
I only said i did so i could push them away..
It seems i hav pushed Xin away..
Now the hard part is Blood...
I dont belong here...
I belong in the underworld..
With my people and doing my duties as a Princess..

 

[-Thad-]

Looks at Thadias and nodds*
I only said i did so i could push them away..
It seems i hav pushed Xin away..
Now the hard part is Blood...
I dont belong here...
I belong in the underworld..
With my people and doing my duties as a Princess..

Reality check Kayame. You didn't push Xin away, he pushed you away. After what you did to him 10 years ago. He gave up on everything in life. He thought you were finally the one he loved after his wife died and yet you dropped him faster then a hot rock. I must say. The way you treated him and said "I wish it was you instead of Xin" In his own park. That was cold. Heheh.

 

[Kayame]

Dont be a fool Thadias..
I only said that cause i knew he would hear me..
I wanted him to hate me..
I wanted him to push me away cause i knew i couldn't push him away..
I love him and Blood...
I love them more then my life and soul..
I would give up anything just to be with them..
But i couldnt be with them knowing i had to return to the underworld..
Knowing i would be gone for 10 years..

 

[-Thad-]

Dont be a fool Thadias..
I only said that cause i knew he would hear me..
I wanted him to hate me..
I wanted him to push me away cause i knew i couldn't push him away..
I love him and Blood...
I love them more then my life and soul..
I would give up anything just to be with them..
But i couldnt be with them knowing i had to return to the underworld..
Knowing i would be gone for 10 years..

*Has a smile but it begins to fade to a small grin and looks up at the sky* Tell me Kayame. Xin gave you a ring that he never let go of and would rather have his head removed, and you spat on it like it was a ring out of a 25 cent machine. I don't think I could even do that. I may have little love for anything, and I may try some pretty evil stuff. But I don't think I can even do something that cold to Xin knowing how much that ring ment to him.

 

[-Thad-]

Because you want to know why? That ring holds the esence of his heart. And i'm not saying this to make you feel bad. That ring ACTUALY had his heart in it. When he gives a woman that ring, he is basicly giving them his heart. Literaly. And when you took that ring and yet kissed Blood still wearing it. And then afterwords said that line at the park. I can't imagin the pain in his chest.

 

[Kayame]

I never threw the ring away..
takes out a necklace with ring on it*

I tresure it mre then my life..
it remindes me how much he loved me before i said such things to him..

 

[-Thad-]

I never threw the ring away..
takes out a necklace with ring on it*

I tresure it mre then my life..
it remindes me how much he loved me before i said such things to him..

*A tear falls from my eye but I wipe it away quickly* I love Xin like hes my father. He has and always will be like a father to me. I have known Xin since I was 6. My family had died and I had nothing. But he took me in and trained me. I had planned on trying to get you and Blood to split up for evil perpouses. But when I saw Xin as happy as he was with you for that short while. I thought I would have never saw the day. The last time I saw Xin as happy as he was, was before his wife died. And when I saw and heard you say that line at the park. I actually felt bad for everything I had done in my life to Xin. I actualy felt bad for someone in my life. Im not trying to make you feel bad. Im just trying to tell you why Xin is acting like he is now.

 

[Kayame]

*A tear falls from my eye but I wipe it away quickly* I love Xin like hes my father. He has and always will be like a father to me. I have known Xin since I was 6. My family had died and I had nothing. But he took me in and trained me. I had planned on trying to get you and Blood to split up for evil perpouses. But when I saw Xin as happy as he was with you for that short while. I thought I would have never saw the day. The last time I saw Xin as happy as he was, was before his wife died. And when I saw and heard you say that line at the park. I actually felt bad for everything I had done in my life to Xin. I actualy felt bad for someone in my life. Im not trying to make you feel bad. Im just trying to tell you why Xin is acting like he is now.

I know what i have done and said was wrong...
I knew that is i stayed with him when he loved me he would just get hurt..
Thats why i left..
Thats why i did and said the those things..
I wanted him to hate me..

 

[-Thad-]

I know what i have done and said was wrong...
I knew that is i stayed with him when he loved me he would just get hurt..
Thats why i left..
Thats why i did and said the those things..
I wanted him to hate me..

And yet he didn't want to hate you. He wanted to love you. He wanted to be with you. And a little hint. If you didn't want him to get hurt. Then why do what you did? He asked you, "Is this what you want?" strate up before he did anything. And you answered to him "Yes, I want this." THAT! Is what hurt him the most. The fact that you told him you wanted to be with him, and yet acted otherwise. To tell you the truth. If you would have told him no, he would have been hurt, but not as bad as you did to him going down this road. You made him think you just led him on. You made him think you only loved him because Blood wasn't around. Thats why hes acting like this. *grabs the ring and holds it up to her* The day he gave you this, it shined, right? But now look at it. Its dark, and empty like any other ring. Its because his heart isn't in this world anymore. It was destroyed 10 years ago. *Lets go of the ring*

 

[Kayame]

Looks down*

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I'm just as cold and heartless as the demons in hell...
I've always been like this pushing people away or having them push me away..
Hateing them or having them hate me..
My heart dropped when i said and did that to Xin..
It felt like the same pain when i found out i had no family..
The same pain...
That made me kill my village..
I'm nothiing but a monster...
A cold heartless demon..

 

[-Thad-]

Looks down*

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I'm just as cold and heartless as the demons in hell...
I've always been like this pushing people away or having them push me away..
Hateing them or having them hate me..
My heart dropped when i said and did that to Xin..
It felt like the same pain when i found out i had no family..
The same pain...
That made me kill my village..
I'm nothiing but a monster...
A cold heartless demon..

But ask yourself this. Why do you act this way? Why do you push people away or be pushed away by them? Why do you make people hate you or be hated by you? I understand you have it hard right now. Trying to pick between someone to love. Blood, or Xin? I can understand its a lot of pressure. But let me tell you this. How you pick someone, is to take in these questions. Who is more like me? Who have I had a better time with? Who treats me better? Who makes me feel special? Who doesn't abuse me just because we are together? Who doesn't want my body but my love? Who will give up everything for me, rather then just say they will give up everything for me?

These are the questions that you use when dealing with a problem like this. Try to answer them while compairing them with Xin and Blood.

 

[Kayame]

Looks down*

Being pushed away or pushing people away...
Being hated or hate..
So i dont fall in love..
So i dont go through the same thig i once did..
Those questions you just asked me...
They both are..
Who have I had a better time with?
I have a good time with the both of them..They always make me smile..

Who treats me better?
They both treat me with respect and with love and care
Who makes me feel special?
They both make me feel special.
They make me feel as if i'm the most beautiful girl there is

Who doesn't abuse me just because we are together?
Non of them because they dont want to hurt me

Who doesn't want my body but my love?
They both love me for who i am..
Not for my body.

Who will give up everything for me, rather then just say they will give up everything for me?

They both died for me in order to bring be happiness..
They killed pople who even dared t touch me..
They faught demons and risked their live in order fo me to stay..

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[-Thad-]

Alright. Then ask yourself this. Who can you picture spending the rest of your life with, and just be happy with having the other one as your friend?

 

[Kayame]

Looks at The ring Xin gave me*