why would I make friends.. Those guys are chill U_U
I prefer to stay with them than having "real" friends..
Oh and "real" friends don't exitst!
My "friends" left me alone when I got serious problems U_U
That's how people are.. Saying "I will always be there for you"
1 word: FAKE
In many other words: You picked the wrong people!
As for your response from up.
When I stated that are attention-seeking threads, I know what I am saying. You got it the wrong way, just.
Is something that you will never notice from the inside, because you do it involuntarily. You also tend to deny it. First step is always denying.
Take the good things from it. You need attention, is ok, nothing wrong, we all do! But get it in the good way. With sharing moments with people around you, start living a life for real as one on this base is just virtual.
Talk to your parents! Don't do this silly thing as getting yourself far from them. There will be NO ONE EVER CLOSER to you than a parent, when you'll be in need. Trust me: NO ONE!
How do you feel better with people here when you said yourslef that you need people around you to be there. By nature laws these people are not there for you, they're just talking to you, but as in 'there for', they'll (including me) never be.
You're at an age that is normal to don't get along with your parents that well, just because you have a perspective different than they have. But trust me, the parents are the best thing that can happen in your life. And I know what I am talking about.
Get closer to them and start bonding before it's too late because you never know when you will need them and they're not going to be there.
Friends will come and go, parents stay for an entire life.
And don't worry about friends, not all the girls are that Barbie-type girl. Those type are usually shallow. Try to find friends with good principles and it will help a lot.
I am not trying to be bitchy here, I repeat. I am just trying to give you advices based on true life experience.