No one is shedding tears and town reading you after this post, buddy. You claim that you're not trying, but what you're doing right now is what trying means, and there's simply no way to know whether you're keeping the poker face, or an innocent face over the other side of the screen. Although, if you see the defending yourself is meaningless without speaking of your role, would it help that you analyze the write-up in the 3rd person? All of it would be better, and not just segments of it.
If there are people you suspect then spill it out, don't role claim, but there are always what's beyond that in their posts that would back it up.