Dęvîa Puęrî
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Alone in silence
On this dark night
I ponder on what's really going on
Out of it
Nothing to hold
All by myself
Breaking through those walls
There so strong
Freeing myself of this prison
Not sure of what's gonna happen next
Not really sure what's going on
Silence
It's so loud
Projecting things in my head
Different images
None to together
Each come from a different part of me
A different part of me?
Oh that's right but I'm not alone
You all are here
Confusing me trying to see witch 1 is the real me
Tired of putting on an act
Tired of pretending
Doing what's right
What is right now a days
How can I tell the difference between right and wrong
When now a days they're so close to one another
Everything is just ****ing with me
****ing with my head
Trying to keep my composure
No one to turn to
No where to run
Shadows surrounds me
I am only 1 person
Why do I have so many shadows?
Or am I not one person?
Who am I as a whole?
Who is talking right now?
I don't know?
That silence is killing me
Sounds so deafening
Ugliness on the inside
Calm exterior on outside
I walk
I live
But can I call this living
No I can't
I think I can call it maintaining
Maintaining that little piece of sanity
Before I go over
Go over what?
What do you mean?
You know?
He means if he's pushed he's sure to snap.
Stfu no one is talking to either of you go away and leave me alone
Every day I look for my purpose
That purpose in this world
Life is so boring
Day to day
Routine
Maybe I should give in and let one of them take over. I've had a good run
I guess it's time to say goodbye
Should I really though ?
You should
I said shut up
Silence…
Good that's better
I may hate this sound
This sound that has no sound
But at least I recognize it
I understand it
To an extent.
I'm so far gone
It's not even funny
I don't think I'll ever come back
Ever be back to what I was before
Or the way I was before
It's hard remembering that time
That time…
I don't know what else to say so
Imma just leave it off in silence
On this dark night
I ponder on what's really going on
Out of it
Nothing to hold
All by myself
Breaking through those walls
There so strong
Freeing myself of this prison
Not sure of what's gonna happen next
Not really sure what's going on
Silence
It's so loud
Projecting things in my head
Different images
None to together
Each come from a different part of me
A different part of me?
Oh that's right but I'm not alone
You all are here
Confusing me trying to see witch 1 is the real me
Tired of putting on an act
Tired of pretending
Doing what's right
What is right now a days
How can I tell the difference between right and wrong
When now a days they're so close to one another
Everything is just ****ing with me
****ing with my head
Trying to keep my composure
No one to turn to
No where to run
Shadows surrounds me
I am only 1 person
Why do I have so many shadows?
Or am I not one person?
Who am I as a whole?
Who is talking right now?
I don't know?
That silence is killing me
Sounds so deafening
Ugliness on the inside
Calm exterior on outside
I walk
I live
But can I call this living
No I can't
I think I can call it maintaining
Maintaining that little piece of sanity
Before I go over
Go over what?
What do you mean?
You know?
He means if he's pushed he's sure to snap.
Stfu no one is talking to either of you go away and leave me alone
Every day I look for my purpose
That purpose in this world
Life is so boring
Day to day
Routine
Maybe I should give in and let one of them take over. I've had a good run
I guess it's time to say goodbye
Should I really though ?
You should
I said shut up
Silence…
Good that's better
I may hate this sound
This sound that has no sound
But at least I recognize it
I understand it
To an extent.
I'm so far gone
It's not even funny
I don't think I'll ever come back
Ever be back to what I was before
Or the way I was before
It's hard remembering that time
That time…
I don't know what else to say so
Imma just leave it off in silence
