Punk Hazard
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Rock Bottom
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Verse 1
It's getting harder to keep my head up
Cuz this depression won't let up
I'm getting real fed up
Of just being alive
Everyday, I lose more drive
I see nothing for which to strive
Sometimes, I just wanna break down and cry
But on the other hand, I don't wanna die
It's a cycle, vicious indeed
I'm starting to feel malicious, greed
Like I'm only in this for me
I need some wishes, please
Cuz I see myself as nothing
That's what I'll amount
I put on a brave face, but I just wanna shout
I can't even own up to what I spout
How can I call myself the best
When I see myself as less
When I secretly wish to have never taken a breath
Man, will this end?
Switching schools again?
It's hard enough as it is to make friends
I could pick up a knife, and put down the pen?
But if I do, what then?
Verse 2
I look to the future with fear
Cuz I see no career
I wish I could go back to my younger years
When I didn't have so many tears
When I wasn't stressed
When I didn't feel so depressed
Now, it's like I got too many things on my chest
Constantly watching how I dress
Doesn't matter, I have no fashion sense
I'm always in distress
Cuz I just don't fit in
Feels like I'm going to Hell for my sins
My thoughts, so blasphemous
It eats me alive, it's cancerous
It's ironic
The pen I'm writing this in has Jesus' name on it
Maybe what I need's spiritual tonic
But what do you say
When you think it's useless to pray?
When you go through every day
With very little faith
Instead, all you have is hate
Wait! Maybe one day when I wake
And I'll suddenly be great
Cuz God decided to finally intervene
Please
That bullsh*t's just a dream
Verse 3
I look in the mirror with disgust
I'm filled with distrust
My heart's just a void
I feel so paranoid
Like everything I'm told are lies
So I develop icy eyes
Just a cold stare
No one's home here
My soul is just empty
Perhaps my greatest flaw is envy
It all seems like a kick in the groin
I try to use these lines I coin
To try to flip it and get ahead
But instead
I just get kicked in the tail
All my rhymes are stale
Every bar fails
[video=youtube_share;iirvPHolt3A]http://youtu.be/iirvPHolt3A[/video]
Verse 1
It's getting harder to keep my head up
Cuz this depression won't let up
I'm getting real fed up
Of just being alive
Everyday, I lose more drive
I see nothing for which to strive
Sometimes, I just wanna break down and cry
But on the other hand, I don't wanna die
It's a cycle, vicious indeed
I'm starting to feel malicious, greed
Like I'm only in this for me
I need some wishes, please
Cuz I see myself as nothing
That's what I'll amount
I put on a brave face, but I just wanna shout
I can't even own up to what I spout
How can I call myself the best
When I see myself as less
When I secretly wish to have never taken a breath
Man, will this end?
Switching schools again?
It's hard enough as it is to make friends
I could pick up a knife, and put down the pen?
But if I do, what then?
Verse 2
I look to the future with fear
Cuz I see no career
I wish I could go back to my younger years
When I didn't have so many tears
When I wasn't stressed
When I didn't feel so depressed
Now, it's like I got too many things on my chest
Constantly watching how I dress
Doesn't matter, I have no fashion sense
I'm always in distress
Cuz I just don't fit in
Feels like I'm going to Hell for my sins
My thoughts, so blasphemous
It eats me alive, it's cancerous
It's ironic
The pen I'm writing this in has Jesus' name on it
Maybe what I need's spiritual tonic
But what do you say
When you think it's useless to pray?
When you go through every day
With very little faith
Instead, all you have is hate
Wait! Maybe one day when I wake
And I'll suddenly be great
Cuz God decided to finally intervene
Please
That bullsh*t's just a dream
Verse 3
I look in the mirror with disgust
I'm filled with distrust
My heart's just a void
I feel so paranoid
Like everything I'm told are lies
So I develop icy eyes
Just a cold stare
No one's home here
My soul is just empty
Perhaps my greatest flaw is envy
It all seems like a kick in the groin
I try to use these lines I coin
To try to flip it and get ahead
But instead
I just get kicked in the tail
All my rhymes are stale
Every bar fails
