Goetia
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Reflection
When I look into a mirror, all I see is sadness,
all I see is the melancholic expression on my face,
all I see is the face of a terribly scarred boy,
all I see, is the pain endured over a lifetime of sorrow.
When I dig back into the memories of when I was happy, I smile no longer,
when I try to cry tears of joy, all that pours out is the sadness and self-hatred,
when I try and be happy, all that comes is loneliness and anguish,
when I remember all that has happened, I remember the part of me that died.
How my past has changed me, I’ll never forget,
how I was betrayed, by the one I called my love,
how I was left abandoned, by the thing called happiness,
how I once felt 9 years ago, I’ll always remember.
For the decisions I’ve made, I will hate myself forevermore,
for the friends I pushed away, I will never forgive myself,
for how many years I was happy, I cherish them,
for how much time I will be the way I am, I’ll never know.
When I look into a mirror, all I see is sadness,
all I see is the melancholic expression on my face,
all I see is the face of a terribly scarred boy,
all I see, is the pain endured over a lifetime of sorrow.
When I dig back into the memories of when I was happy, I smile no longer,
when I try to cry tears of joy, all that pours out is the sadness and self-hatred,
when I try and be happy, all that comes is loneliness and anguish,
when I remember all that has happened, I remember the part of me that died.
How my past has changed me, I’ll never forget,
how I was betrayed, by the one I called my love,
how I was left abandoned, by the thing called happiness,
how I once felt 9 years ago, I’ll always remember.
For the decisions I’ve made, I will hate myself forevermore,
for the friends I pushed away, I will never forgive myself,
for how many years I was happy, I cherish them,
for how much time I will be the way I am, I’ll never know.
