Cyanide Addiction
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I spend a lot of time reflecting
On my past lovers, friends, and mistakes
It’s just something I seem to like disecting
But it’s not just anyone or anything that a memory makes
Some say I’m crazy as hell
Some say I’m lost without a cause
And as some can easily tell
I have trouble putting life on pause
So maybe I do spend too much time in the mirror
It helps make me who I am meant to be
Some think it makes me inferior
But they’re the ones who can’t learn from what they see
It can be hard looking back and reflecting
Sometimes it hurts and sometimes it feels good
In the end I’ll never stop perfecting
Not just me but whatever no one else ever would
If I had to go back and do it all once more
I’d do it all the same but use more patience
Because that’s the one thing I continuously leave at the door
I never slow down once I feel a few good sensations~
On my past lovers, friends, and mistakes
It’s just something I seem to like disecting
But it’s not just anyone or anything that a memory makes
Some say I’m crazy as hell
Some say I’m lost without a cause
And as some can easily tell
I have trouble putting life on pause
So maybe I do spend too much time in the mirror
It helps make me who I am meant to be
Some think it makes me inferior
But they’re the ones who can’t learn from what they see
It can be hard looking back and reflecting
Sometimes it hurts and sometimes it feels good
In the end I’ll never stop perfecting
Not just me but whatever no one else ever would
If I had to go back and do it all once more
I’d do it all the same but use more patience
Because that’s the one thing I continuously leave at the door
I never slow down once I feel a few good sensations~
