Ok. Goodnight.

[Premfection]

Holding tightly
To the rough, little stone
It gives me strength
As I lay here, alone


Thinking how
I felt the need to go overboard
Like I need to sleep soon
Cuz I don't wanna feel anymore


Keep my grip on that rock
What. Do I believe there is
Something to this inanimate object?


I don't have faith in any "thing"
I just tell myself I do
Like it's a reason why I will sing
Even if I don't sound very good


So I can keep going
Despite never being certain
That there's a meaning and purpose
And if we will discover it before it's time to close the curtain


I love you
I know I don't say it very often
But I want to say it more
I love you
I dont know what's come over me
I love you


I can't keep hiding
Not feeling as trapped as I used to
Realizing the people I've looked up to have felt just the same way that I do


I want to write my feelings on paper
Give it to you and hope you 'get it'
Maybe you will, and that 'maybe' is why I am here
Being like, "Yea don't sweat it"


I want to reach the you that I know is my best friend
Not the actors that we live through day to day to get by
I want to know if it's safe to cry besides you, not just laugh


I feel the rain. The storm brewing.
Damn, it's so cliche.
Being like I don't even know what I'm doing
Damn this is all more of the same


I let it go
I close my eyes
I drift asleep
Ok. Goodnight.

 

[minamoto]

i showed this to my gf..

she became my wife..