Go hook up with some other women and you'll realize she is nothing special, it's all in your head. Think about this, while you're at home busting nuts on yourself, she is on her back, legs spread wide with some dude on top of her just pumping and sweating. She doesn't even know you exist, snap out of it and come to what is called reality. Start watching James Bond movies from 70's, a time when men acted like men, nothing like you see these wimps on tv today who act more like women. Ask yourself in any situation where a girl is involved "what would James Bond do?" And then do it!