My Rented House

[Stream Of Tears77]

GUNS!! O_O

i like guns...

u might not like them for long *pulls out on and puts it to my temple*

 

[RAMENATOR]

*Swiftly intervenes, unloads all the guns, and hugs Stream* Don't... please.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*Swiftly intervenes, unloads all the guns, and hugs Stream* Don't... please.

*in shock but hugs u back* I dont much see why notU_U

 

[RAMENATOR]

Because... i ... don't... want... you... to. I'd miss you too much and I know kid would too!

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Because... i ... don't... want... you... to. I'd miss you too much and I know kid would too!

yeah but u 2 only know me in what I feel like making an image of myself its not the real me I'm never the real meU_U I can never be real

 

[RAMENATOR]

Then if you want to do it, I won't stop you. I won't stop anyone anymore, even Queen. Just know that I don't want you to; you or your image. If that's how people think they can solve their problems, then who am I to prevent them? U_U

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Then if you want to do it, I won't stop you. I won't stop anyone anymore, even Queen. Just know that I don't want you to; you or your image. If that's how people think they can solve their problems, then who am I to prevent them? U_U

see u dont get sometimes death is the only way out its hard to chose but theres nothing better for u in life

 

[RAMENATOR]

No matter how bad life got for me, I knew I couldn't do it. I knew it would do more harm than good. But that's my opinion and my experience. I see that I can't convince anyone otherwise so I'll stop trying. The thing I don't understand is why, if people want to end it all, they even let me stop them... at least in that point in time. It's your choice and your decision, I won't violate your right or any other person's right to choose your fate. U_U

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

No matter how bad life got for me, I knew I couldn't do it. I knew it would do more harm than good. But that's my opinion and my experience. I see that I can't convince anyone otherwise so I'll stop trying. The thing I don't understand is why, if people want to end it all, they even let me stop them... at least in that point in time. It's your choice and your decision, I won't violate your right or any other person's right to choose your fate. U_U

thats the thing u've always had ppl who care for u I haventU_U

 

[RAMENATOR]

thats the thing u've always had ppl who care for u I haventU_U

Even though I don't know the rl you, I'd still be very sad if you were gone because I kinda know your rp you, and, without your rl you, there'd be no rp you.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Even though I don't know the rl you, I'd still be very sad if you were gone because I kinda know your rp you, and, without your rl you, there'd be no rp you.

yeah but I'm much nicer in rp then I am in rl

 

[RAMENATOR]

You wouldn't have to be nice to me for me to care. Your rp image shows me that you are nice in your own way and that's sufficient enough for me.

 

[RAMENATOR]

Night Stream.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*sighs and goes and down to the living room sits on the couch pulls my knees up to my chest and lays my forehead on my knees while wrapping my my arms around my knees* (hes right there all right theres really nothing to be gained by it but it wouldnt be so bad if my life hadnt been. 500 times with the SPD and 500 more with all the bitchs at school but now I really do have a reason to live)

 

[Hanon]

thats the thing u've always had ppl who care for u I haventU_U

*tears roll down my cheeks* BAKA! *slaps* Sister....I cared for you...How dare you think that way!

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*tears roll down my cheeks* BAKA! *slaps* Sister....I cared for you...How dare you think that way!

*catches ur hand before ur hand reaches my face* dont ever try that again cause I mine brake ur wist next time *looks up at u glaring at u with red eyes* I say ppl dont care cause most ppl dont such as one side of my whole familyU_U all my friends have left me I had a fight with G *lets go of ur wrist and lays my forehead back on my knees*

 

[Hanon]

*sits scared* So your saying...I dont count...as one of those people who care for you...you are my sister..

 

[kidkisame]

*walks and sees Queen and Stream* Y do i feel tension in the room?

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*walks and sees Queen and Stream* Y do i feel tension in the room?

that might be cause she tried to slap meU_U

*sits scared* So your saying...I dont count...as one of those people who care for you...you are my sister..

no Queen I'm talking about ppl who can really stop ppl who I see every day ppl who can pull the gun away from my head and the knife from my writs

 

[kidkisame]

... well im goin to get somethin to drink