My Rented House

[kidkisame]

I really hope u werent talking to me cause I'm not in that good of a mood rl

Nope i was talkin to yagura. And im not feelin well myself. i got to do chores

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Nope i was talkin to yagura. And im not feelin well myself. i got to do chores

hop u get done with them fast

 

[kidkisame]

yea it took me 2 hoursmissed u

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

yea it took me 2 hoursmissed u

I love u babe but u might want to go and look at the park cause I'm there

 

[kidkisame]

I shall meet u there. (already there)

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*walks in and goes upstairs and lays down* hmm I dont know what to do sit here and cry or run and jump off the damn cliff

 

[kidkisame]

*turns over sleep talking and lays arm on Stream* <3Stream<3

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*turns over sleep talking and lays arm on Stream* <3Stream<3

*starts to cry sliently* thinking: why me why must I hurt ever one that loves me *looks down at u and crys harder*

 

[kidkisame]

*wakes up from the tears on ur face and hugs u tightly* Whats wrong honey *kisses cheek*

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*wakes up from the tears on ur face and hugs u tightly* Whats wrong honey *kisses cheek*

I feel so ****ing bad and I dont know if any one can pull me out of it *hugs u back* hmm everyone is making feel so bad

 

[kidkisame]

Stream...as ur husband...and maybe the only one that cares about u *sheds tear* I will pull u out of ur dispair. Please just stop talking like this. If u do something that would end ur life it makes me feel like *starts crying* i failed at helping u

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Stream...as ur husband...and maybe the only one that cares about u *sheds tear* I will pull u out of ur dispair. Please just stop talking like this. If u do something that would end ur life it makes me feel like *starts crying* i failed at helping u

thats the thing I dont know if any one can help me anymore I use to be really close to my family and now I just feel like I should have died yeas ago

 

[kidkisame]

but if u died *backs head away so i can look at ur face but still holding u* u wouldnt have helped pull me out of my sadness. Stream i want u next to me forever. If i ever see u in rl; no when i see u in rl, ill pray to god that we can be with eachother so i can see u everyday. *puts head on ur shoulder and my hand on ur back while the other on the back of ur head* Ive never loved someone as much as i loved u Stream.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

but if u died *backs head away so i can look at ur face but still holding u* u wouldnt have helped pull me out of my sadness. Stream i want u next to me forever. If i ever see u in rl; no when i see u in rl, ill pray to god that we can be with eachother so i can see u everyday. *puts head on ur shoulder and my hand on ur back while the other on the back of ur head* Ive never loved someone as much as i loved u Stream.

babe I've been deppresed for way to long and no one could pull me out of it but then I meet u and u pulled me out of it for a little while and then it started coming slowly but surly back and my family isnt helping and no way in hell am I telling them I'm deppresed

 

[kidkisame]

babe I've been deppresed for way to long and no one could pull me out of it but then I meet u and u pulled me out of it for a little while and then it started coming slowly but surly back and my family isnt helping and no way in hell am I telling them I'm deppresed

but y dont u tell them. u r dangerously depressed, pn the edge of suicide. its alright to be scared to ask but u'll have to tell them. They might kno wat to do. If not...they can just rot in hell.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

but y dont u tell them. u r dangerously depressed, pn the edge of suicide. its alright to be scared to ask but u'll have to tell them. They might kno wat to do. If not...they can just rot in hell.

I dont want more meds I hate taking them every day and its its hard to talk to them any more and I'm as high as I can go on the aintdeppresents I really dont think any thing can help me any more

 

[kidkisame]

Well i hope my love can prove u wrong and help u up. And if i fail then ill catch your depressison. *looks into ur sad face and kisses u*

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Well i hope my love can prove u wrong and help u up. And if i fail then ill catch your depressison. *looks into ur sad face and kisses u*

*pulls back* babe I hope u can to cause ur one of the only reasons I'm alive right now *kisses u*

 

[kidkisame]

*kisses u back* I love u Stream. I dont ever want to lose uU_U *kisses u again*

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

*kisses u back* I love u Stream. I dont ever want to lose uU_U *kisses u again*

I dont ever want to lose u eather but babe u have to understnd this I'm not afried of death so if my time come u have to get that I love u and that I wants scared *kisses u back* hmm I love u