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I believe I you. Always have hope,
So two days ago it was Valentine's Day, and of course since I even existed there was no one. I cried a bit, but made it through. Other than that it was a day of lonliness and depression. It's true, it's scary, to realize when you have no one. I was going to give up, but before I even thought of actually doing it. I had this feeling she's out there, it made me smile. Every since then, and even before, for odd reasons, I've been told to wait, and now I have this feeling of patience I need to have. I think if I do, I'll meet her, because my friends have told me, you can't just do it, you have to wait, but I've been waiting over three years, but this feeling is different. So is this feeling real, or am I just making it up? I hope it's not the latter. I really want to meet her. I hate being alone. I hate it so much. There are people out there who say it's okay to be single, and love being single, but I can't do that. My heart is filled with so much love. I need someone. I just hope she exists, if not I'll just have to give up, and fade away. I won't commit suicide, but I'm sure I'll die of lonliness if that happens.