The more I think about it, the more sad I get, but I can't find anything that convinces me the world is not horrible.
Maybe you grow up thinking mother nature, or God, or society or whatever you define the world as is good.
But it's a lie.
Cus your entire wellbeing is depending on the kindness of the adults around you. And so, if you are lucky you have a home, you have school, you have food and you have books to read or something.
But nothing about that is guaranteed. People may give that to you and you find yourself happy, but because you could never get this yourself or you can't be guaranteed these nice things it's a lie.
That's not life. That's a creation by adults, you had no control over, they made it that way.
Now you are an adult, and you want to do the same thing but how?
If you want nice things, then you need money.
To get money you need intelligence. Cus otherwise you can't work.
Even if you have intelligence a job is still not guaranteed either.
So then what do you do, cus maybe you don't have the connections or the intelligence to get a job?
Are you gonna live with your parents? That's not a guarantee.
Are you gonna feed off of the state? Other people's hard working money? Cus that's socialism, and the more you try to argue socialism the more you realize that you can't argue socialism.
Maybe a crisis happens and so you flee your country, but who says anyone will take you in?
You think that, socialism and taking in refugees are good things but they are not, they are selfish things from your perspective and you can't objectively argue it's a moral thing.
All you can do is believe and say you disagree but people will call you a moron.
So then do you resort to crime?
Cus people are not gonna feel sorry for you, at that point the whole world will look at you with contempt and whatever happens to you, it won't matter.
Do you resort to fiction?
Maybe you find comfort in escapism.
But that doesn't work either cus people will tell you it's nonsense and you need to grow up and be intellectual and you can't argue that something is art or important no matter how much it is that for you.
If other people don't see it like that and would rather have something academical then you can't win that argument cus it's all in your own head.
I only see 2 ways of being happy in life.
1. You are lucky, lika Donald Trump, priviliged, never had to work a day in your life cus you had money from your parents, or the state, or friends, or from crime whatever it is. You don't need to care.
2. You are intelligent and you fit in.
Intelligence is not everything, you can be super smart but if you live in a cave then nobody will know. There are movies like Batman and Robin, that people hate, but even if a million people could have made a better movie, it doesn't mean they had the opportunity to work and do so.
So you need some sort of stability in life.
If you have that, maybe cus your parents raised you properly or cus you are smart, then you have a chance.
If you are not lucky, or you are not someone who fits into the plan of society, then there is no hope for you.
Socialism could make you lucky, cus it gives you free money even if you fail but the world is moving away from that.
Religion could feel sorry for you cus at least that used to be about morality but the world is moving away from that too.
Art is only there if it makes money, and you may not afford to be a part of it, and people may neglect it regardless of how important it is for you. They might say there are more improtant things that needs attention.
Kindness isn't real kindness cus if strangers help you, then you are cheating. And people could just as easily feel sorry for the strangers, on a mass scale it doesn't work anyway.
Crime doesn't work, 99 out of 100 times it fails, the police catches you, and even if they don't morality will haunt you. people will dislike you, shame you, burn you, it's embarassing and it doesn't work. the system wins.
So the only realistic conclusion to life, is that you need to either be lucky or have some sort of safety net made cus of intelligence or connections. Cus if you end up on the outskirts then you are screwed.
There is no real solution that would win an argument in todays world, only SJW screaming for attention.
I saw an article about people driving away redugees into the desert cus nobody wants them.
That's life.
Your home is destroyed and nobody will take you in instead.
Cus there is no space for you.
Maybe you grow up thinking mother nature, or God, or society or whatever you define the world as is good.
But it's a lie.
Cus your entire wellbeing is depending on the kindness of the adults around you. And so, if you are lucky you have a home, you have school, you have food and you have books to read or something.
But nothing about that is guaranteed. People may give that to you and you find yourself happy, but because you could never get this yourself or you can't be guaranteed these nice things it's a lie.
That's not life. That's a creation by adults, you had no control over, they made it that way.
Now you are an adult, and you want to do the same thing but how?
If you want nice things, then you need money.
To get money you need intelligence. Cus otherwise you can't work.
Even if you have intelligence a job is still not guaranteed either.
So then what do you do, cus maybe you don't have the connections or the intelligence to get a job?
Are you gonna live with your parents? That's not a guarantee.
Are you gonna feed off of the state? Other people's hard working money? Cus that's socialism, and the more you try to argue socialism the more you realize that you can't argue socialism.
Maybe a crisis happens and so you flee your country, but who says anyone will take you in?
You think that, socialism and taking in refugees are good things but they are not, they are selfish things from your perspective and you can't objectively argue it's a moral thing.
All you can do is believe and say you disagree but people will call you a moron.
So then do you resort to crime?
Cus people are not gonna feel sorry for you, at that point the whole world will look at you with contempt and whatever happens to you, it won't matter.
Do you resort to fiction?
Maybe you find comfort in escapism.
But that doesn't work either cus people will tell you it's nonsense and you need to grow up and be intellectual and you can't argue that something is art or important no matter how much it is that for you.
If other people don't see it like that and would rather have something academical then you can't win that argument cus it's all in your own head.
I only see 2 ways of being happy in life.
1. You are lucky, lika Donald Trump, priviliged, never had to work a day in your life cus you had money from your parents, or the state, or friends, or from crime whatever it is. You don't need to care.
2. You are intelligent and you fit in.
Intelligence is not everything, you can be super smart but if you live in a cave then nobody will know. There are movies like Batman and Robin, that people hate, but even if a million people could have made a better movie, it doesn't mean they had the opportunity to work and do so.
So you need some sort of stability in life.
If you have that, maybe cus your parents raised you properly or cus you are smart, then you have a chance.
If you are not lucky, or you are not someone who fits into the plan of society, then there is no hope for you.
Socialism could make you lucky, cus it gives you free money even if you fail but the world is moving away from that.
Religion could feel sorry for you cus at least that used to be about morality but the world is moving away from that too.
Art is only there if it makes money, and you may not afford to be a part of it, and people may neglect it regardless of how important it is for you. They might say there are more improtant things that needs attention.
Kindness isn't real kindness cus if strangers help you, then you are cheating. And people could just as easily feel sorry for the strangers, on a mass scale it doesn't work anyway.
Crime doesn't work, 99 out of 100 times it fails, the police catches you, and even if they don't morality will haunt you. people will dislike you, shame you, burn you, it's embarassing and it doesn't work. the system wins.
So the only realistic conclusion to life, is that you need to either be lucky or have some sort of safety net made cus of intelligence or connections. Cus if you end up on the outskirts then you are screwed.
There is no real solution that would win an argument in todays world, only SJW screaming for attention.
I saw an article about people driving away redugees into the desert cus nobody wants them.
That's life.
Your home is destroyed and nobody will take you in instead.
Cus there is no space for you.