[Romance] Letter Of The Midnight

[Kishi Uzumaki]

In these sleepless nights i wonder ,
is this love ? something i must fight for ,
before i talk to you , thought i would die for you ,
but you hid your true feelings so well ,
to a point i never understood them ,
i never thought it will be so deceiving ,
to make me fall in love with you ,
but the words you spoke was so true .

Those tears that was in your eyes ,
pained my heart but i had to know for sure ,
what you truly feel inside your heart ,
forgive me for paining you with those words ,
but your courage to throw them words in my face ,
a something that i never saw in anyone ,
maybe others never had the guts to do it ,
maybe they never cared much to do so......

I'm writing this letter of the midnight ,
it's not to beg you to love me back ,
it's to tell you and answer those questions ,
the things even i didn't knew myself that time ,
maybe you will feel angry with things i tell you ,
but you must know the things , i never told anyone ,
to make yours and my pain go away ,
than losing in these painful thoughts and losing our light ,

Maybe you will understand , who truly i am ,
maybe you will love me or never will ,
but it's okay , i won't be forcing on you ,
because this love be on my heart forever....