If i could be the man that i should be.
Will you keep standing by me.
I realized too late before you went and died.
that was living a facade a lie.
If i could bring you back would you still love me?
would you love me for bringing you back to meet your family.
SHould i play god and wish you back.
Bearing not a mind to the hell that i would recieve.
One round in the chamber in the gun aswell.
Should i just join you.
point it my head and pull the trigger.
till death do we part.
Every night i look back at my inability.
My dishonor.
My honor trashed with a bullet with my name on it.
This is for all too see.
*Bang*
i am going home.
*bang*
I am so alone.
those guns keep clapping.
The sound lapping my ears year round.
*Bang*
one two **** you
*bang*
Mother ****er how do you even know me.
Judging me as i stand here alone.
Little to know about actual friends.
Lied to spit on and treated like shit.
So if i was god should i set the world free.
Away from this hate.
ending cycle as it should've been dead.
with a bullet a name on it.
golden with black flease.
able to go through anything with ease.
War leads to peace and peace to war.
for we need war to call peace "peace".
all these false beliefs.
that your serving your country.
That you'll have honor.
taking another one of life that was the same as yours.
how do you feel?
honored?
loved?
liked?
No i know how you feel.
you feel the pain in your heart because either way you look at.
yout just took a man from his family, all the time.
you get told you or him.
does it matter?
A child will grow up alone without a father.
that letter will be sent home.
