Cyanide Addiction
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About the last few months I won't lie
They've been dark times for me
The question I still can't answer is why
But there is more darkness in the future I see
I'm over the sadness but still feeling the rejection
I'm over the hot anger but still feeling the cold rage
I'm over the lies I was told but I still fear the deception
I'm over the woman but not out of her cage
There's something about the time of my birth
It comes around once a year
And it always makes me question my worth
Have I spent well my every tear
I was lost in my own abyss
Looking back at all the things I'd passed over
Then she snagged me with a single kiss
And had me til the day she said it was over
Now I'm almost another year older
They say it's a love gone and dead
I've grown all that much colder
Because I still remember all the things she said
I'm over the sadness but still feeling the rejection
I'm over the hot anger but still feeling the cold rage
I'm over the lies I was told but I still fear the deception
I'm over the woman but not out of her cage
The gift of life is something I won't deny
But I will not bask in the joys of it as others do
I'm happy I'm alive but that might be a lie
I only hope the future will show me what's true..
They've been dark times for me
The question I still can't answer is why
But there is more darkness in the future I see
I'm over the sadness but still feeling the rejection
I'm over the hot anger but still feeling the cold rage
I'm over the lies I was told but I still fear the deception
I'm over the woman but not out of her cage
There's something about the time of my birth
It comes around once a year
And it always makes me question my worth
Have I spent well my every tear
I was lost in my own abyss
Looking back at all the things I'd passed over
Then she snagged me with a single kiss
And had me til the day she said it was over
Now I'm almost another year older
They say it's a love gone and dead
I've grown all that much colder
Because I still remember all the things she said
I'm over the sadness but still feeling the rejection
I'm over the hot anger but still feeling the cold rage
I'm over the lies I was told but I still fear the deception
I'm over the woman but not out of her cage
The gift of life is something I won't deny
But I will not bask in the joys of it as others do
I'm happy I'm alive but that might be a lie
I only hope the future will show me what's true..
