im gonna tell you exactly what your problem is. You see you don't want to win. no you don't. what you want to do is impress people. And because of that you are not unlocking your full potential. Whether you like it or not, not everyone can play legit. that play style is not for everyone. And its because you are playing out of your element, you are not playing at a level that you need to be to win. Do you care about looks, or winning, You say this guy disrespects you, calls you bad. Screw him, get the strongest team you can, and tear him up, screw what he says. If you really want to win, you would stop thinking about what people think of you.