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I'm not exactly sure why I'm making this thread, I'm thinking too much and it's my way of getting thoughts out of my head I guess. I'm not even supposed to be awake right now. 
Maybe I should stop babbling though. I wanted to tell my tale about growing up and becoming the person I am today, and it wasn't just herb that influenced me, but at the same time it was.
From the time I was born till I was 15-16, my life was sheltered. I had some experiences from time to time, especially with my brother who's six and a half years older, nothing too intense or for any long periods. A few months before I turned eighteen, I started working with my brother for real. One night we were chillin', and he was smoking some weed like always, and I decided to ask him for a hit.
Now, when you first smoke marijuana, you don't even feel high, mostly because you don't know what to expect. The shame of it is that you'll never be able to get that high again. I'm not going to go into controversial stuff, I'm just explaining the experience as best I can. The next few times you smoke, it really starts to kick in and you're familiar with it, so now you can tell you're high.
On top of this, because I was smoking weed and considered "cool" (meaning that I'm not a rat), I was able to hang out with these really powerful and influential people, as well as people that would scare the shit out of the boogey man. I also got to know this really cool brotha' that basically considers me kin even though he's black and I'm white. xd His eternal nickname is Fly Ass Busta', and he's down in Cali right now bustin' fly ass, so watch out.
Now, If I had met Fly Ass Busta' before I smoked weed, I would have been like this:
Sure, a little over dramatized, but I was super shy, to the point where I had trouble saying hello, and smiling was a big issue. I just wanted to crawl up in my shell and never meet anyone new...ever.
After smoking ganja for a while and having it effect me, I began to loosen up. I was already into drinking, I was somewhat used to alcohol, but the weed did something. It wasn't over-night, but after a couple weeks of smoking I was more cheerful, pleasant to be around, and didn't have as much of a problem with new people.
Today, I'm extremely confident. I'm excited to meet new people, and without even trying I become the center of attention because I'm so positive and upbeat. This is how I am all the time when I'm not high; plus my I.Q. has increased about 20 points over all (partially because of the energy I guess). I also work harder than a normal human should, so I'm certainly not lazy.
When I am high, I'm even better to be around, plus I can handle my smoke so while everyone else is getting stupid and crazy, I'm still cool and calm, which means I'm automatically in charge. I'm a great salesman too, but that's in the blood, so naturally it would be unleashed. xd
So that's my story really. I went from being someone that everyone whispered and wondered about, asking why he's so weird, to the guy that people are whispering about asking why he's so bad ass. These days I'm becoming famous in my local area...like nearly superstar level.
I smoke weed, and I'm extremely glad I do. Make your own choices, I just want people to know my story is all. ^_^
Maybe I should stop babbling though. I wanted to tell my tale about growing up and becoming the person I am today, and it wasn't just herb that influenced me, but at the same time it was.
From the time I was born till I was 15-16, my life was sheltered. I had some experiences from time to time, especially with my brother who's six and a half years older, nothing too intense or for any long periods. A few months before I turned eighteen, I started working with my brother for real. One night we were chillin', and he was smoking some weed like always, and I decided to ask him for a hit.
Now, when you first smoke marijuana, you don't even feel high, mostly because you don't know what to expect. The shame of it is that you'll never be able to get that high again. I'm not going to go into controversial stuff, I'm just explaining the experience as best I can. The next few times you smoke, it really starts to kick in and you're familiar with it, so now you can tell you're high.
On top of this, because I was smoking weed and considered "cool" (meaning that I'm not a rat), I was able to hang out with these really powerful and influential people, as well as people that would scare the shit out of the boogey man. I also got to know this really cool brotha' that basically considers me kin even though he's black and I'm white. xd His eternal nickname is Fly Ass Busta', and he's down in Cali right now bustin' fly ass, so watch out.
Now, If I had met Fly Ass Busta' before I smoked weed, I would have been like this:
Sure, a little over dramatized, but I was super shy, to the point where I had trouble saying hello, and smiling was a big issue. I just wanted to crawl up in my shell and never meet anyone new...ever.
After smoking ganja for a while and having it effect me, I began to loosen up. I was already into drinking, I was somewhat used to alcohol, but the weed did something. It wasn't over-night, but after a couple weeks of smoking I was more cheerful, pleasant to be around, and didn't have as much of a problem with new people.
Today, I'm extremely confident. I'm excited to meet new people, and without even trying I become the center of attention because I'm so positive and upbeat. This is how I am all the time when I'm not high; plus my I.Q. has increased about 20 points over all (partially because of the energy I guess). I also work harder than a normal human should, so I'm certainly not lazy.
When I am high, I'm even better to be around, plus I can handle my smoke so while everyone else is getting stupid and crazy, I'm still cool and calm, which means I'm automatically in charge. I'm a great salesman too, but that's in the blood, so naturally it would be unleashed. xd
So that's my story really. I went from being someone that everyone whispered and wondered about, asking why he's so weird, to the guy that people are whispering about asking why he's so bad ass. These days I'm becoming famous in my local area...like nearly superstar level.
I smoke weed, and I'm extremely glad I do. Make your own choices, I just want people to know my story is all. ^_^