In western culture, that look isn't all that appealing, or something people chase, at least.Kind of bland, nothing unique or that protrudes.NOT ugly, but just nothing great.Pretty normal.
Anywho...we've been through this. The more threads like this you post, the more you're starting to sound like a child predator. Cause it's starting to sound like that's what this desperation of yours is going to lead to.
Edit: Women don't belong to you, so please get rid of that sense of entitlement. You've got to stop.(if any of this is real)
These are exactly the makings of a predator. Full of rejection, full of self-entitlement, full of delusions, full of self-denial, and on top of that, you're obsessed with your ego.
bro, you're heading that way. I'm telling you.