[Romance] How Can I Choose?

[Cyanide Addiction]

It's hard to choose between selfishness and righteousness
Even harder it is to let one go for love at risk
But I can't let this fight go for anything less
Call me crazy but all I can't forget the last time we kissed

I don't want to lead one on while chasing another
But I know I'll be alone if I fail and fall
I haven't got a shoulder of a mother or an older brother
I can't catch myself before I hit a wall

If only I knew for sure which way to go
And that the first would be happy without me
Maybe then if for sure that I knew
This decision would be easy

It's hard to say where I'm going or why
But I know I can't just use ignorance to hide
I have to choose which love lives and which will die
I am sure that one of them has already died

So how can I know for sure without a doubt
There seems to be no way to know
I'll just pick and hope it doesn't leave me reason to pout
And maybe this time I'll have a love that can only grow ​

Alright guys n' girls, I've got a dilemma. I've got to choose between a girl that is extremely sweet, loving, caring, and a lot like me in many ways. We share a lot of the same beliefs, likes, and dislikes. We always get along, but I'm afraid we're more like brother & sister than lovers. Then there's my ex, who has my kid. Not going to lie, she did a lot of bad things, including lying about me not being the father because she didn't want me around, or rather her family didn't. She's got her demons, and I understand them, but that doesn't make this any easier. Now the kid wasn't an accident, and I do love her.. Like really love everything about her, but I'm not sure I can trust her. I'm not sure she won't turn around, and stab me in the back, again. All I want is to be happy, make her happy, and raise our Son together. I'm also afraid to her the sweet girl, because she doesn't deserve it at all, and she worries me. I'm not sure how she'd really handle it if we broke up, and I just don't know. I don't want to string her along just to be safe, that's wrong, but at the same time.. how can I be sure my baby's mamma is going to even keep her word? Advice please.

 

[Made in Heaven]

Are you asking for advice?

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

Are you asking for advice?

Yes. That is exactly what I'm doing. :|

 

[REX Lex]

why did you guys broke up cos of her parents ? don't be ***** and take care of that child but you don't have too be together whit your ex although I would recommend that but if she screwed up then I wouldn't trust her again

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

why did you guys broke up cos of her parents ? don't be ***** and take care of that child but you don't have too be together whit your ex although I would recommend that but if she screwed up then I wouldn't trust her again

Yeah, I was thinking along those lines. Problem is that I wouldn't want to be near her if we weren't together.. It would drive me crazy. Trusting her is a beast to be dealt with in it's own right. We broke up because she was freaking out, being pushed, pulled, and pressured in all different directions, and she didn't know what to do. Granted, she didn't need to do all this cruel things she did to push me away. She should've realized that she meant more to me than that, and stopped, but she didn't believe it because of her past demons.

 

[REX Lex]

I would justdo my best too take care of the kid as far as I'm concerned I wouldn't wanna be whit any one of them

 

[Avani]

Is your ex even interested in getting back together for any other reason than sharing custody of the kid? If but for the kid you won't go near her- then you will only drive yourself crazy by going near her- and involve the kid you are worried over in that craziness as well..
Find more reasons if you go back to your ex or all three of you may end up resenting each other and add more bitterness in the mix.

Does this other girl know about the kid and ex? Whether you are dumping ex or going with her let this one know the truth.

 

[Reraru]

Too young for giving advice. Dattebayo!

 

[Kishi Uzumaki]

I don't think it's a good idea to get along with your ex after what she have done as there's no way saying she wouldn't do it again but your kid gonna need a father so you better find a way to be there for your kid without getting together with your ex , try discussing with your ex about the kid and what you guys gonna do also tell that sweet girl about everything , let her decide she gonna be with you after knowing
everything , hope this would help .

 

[Scooby Doo]

Well you cant know if your ex will backstab you again, so it's up to you to take the risk or not.

 

[Paintry4]

Better find a new mom for your child.. As you know a father can never be like mother. God bless you my friend.