Going Back
Some days I feel like everything has turned against me,
like the people I care about have shoved a knife in my gut,
are the pillars of my world crumbing, never to let me free?
or is it the door of darkness threatening to seal shut?
Why did it have to come to this?
if there was a way to bring them back, I would’ve been the first to try,
they say ignorance is bliss,
but blocking them out and letting them leave…I think I’d rather die.
I took their camaraderie and love and threw it in their face,
and in return they rejected me and left me for dead,
I can’t say I blame them, since I am the true disgrace,
and never again with them, can I break bread.
Some days I feel like everything has turned against me,
like the people I care about have shoved a knife in my gut,
are the pillars of my world crumbing, never to let me free?
or is it the door of darkness threatening to seal shut?
Why did it have to come to this?
if there was a way to bring them back, I would’ve been the first to try,
they say ignorance is bliss,
but blocking them out and letting them leave…I think I’d rather die.
I took their camaraderie and love and threw it in their face,
and in return they rejected me and left me for dead,
I can’t say I blame them, since I am the true disgrace,
and never again with them, can I break bread.