I wonder a waste land of failed hope and dreams.
My skin tearing at its seams, no light gleam upon me.
I loved her so yet she took me for cold, like a stone i rest here.
Under the sea, no light with me.
Only the night to feel my lonely void, why do i not ever hear her voice.
Why all the things i say and said, just want me dead.
I never meant the words in the way of harshness, you are my light in this darkness.
Yet even the light had to cast a this poor soul, making me cold and slow.
Even though i said i'd never leave you.
I try and try to tell how much my body hurts, after the sports in the dirt.
Yet you would get mad until i obeyed and got glad again at my own dismay.
Its a shame what i gave up to claim as my own, my father and i don't talk alone.
I dare you too care once about my soul, do not preach no more.
You floored my heart down and ripped apart, the so called boy that hurt you is better then me?
Were has he told a truth or revealed he was in the dusk of night.
Dust to dust ashes to ashes screech in my ears.
Yet you never get near me, you sneer me of your own beneifit.
I want to fade into the void, disappear and never re-appear.
A funny thing love is, somtimes its a dove.
Other times its a sword in the heart, left to make a mark.
God... has no revealance in what i act, i should say his name freely.
God i spell god like the rest of my kin, yet you call it a sin.
This may be the fin of a long friendship, but i gladly want to know why you give me so much shit.
i caught in you lies, i hope i die......
just ignore me from now on, alone in the hunt for reason.
a sleep of treason, with no law abided.
Fates collided.
ps.... i am venting stress and rage so please no depression statements. im just pissed off
My skin tearing at its seams, no light gleam upon me.
I loved her so yet she took me for cold, like a stone i rest here.
Under the sea, no light with me.
Only the night to feel my lonely void, why do i not ever hear her voice.
Why all the things i say and said, just want me dead.
I never meant the words in the way of harshness, you are my light in this darkness.
Yet even the light had to cast a this poor soul, making me cold and slow.
Even though i said i'd never leave you.
I try and try to tell how much my body hurts, after the sports in the dirt.
Yet you would get mad until i obeyed and got glad again at my own dismay.
Its a shame what i gave up to claim as my own, my father and i don't talk alone.
I dare you too care once about my soul, do not preach no more.
You floored my heart down and ripped apart, the so called boy that hurt you is better then me?
Were has he told a truth or revealed he was in the dusk of night.
Dust to dust ashes to ashes screech in my ears.
Yet you never get near me, you sneer me of your own beneifit.
I want to fade into the void, disappear and never re-appear.
A funny thing love is, somtimes its a dove.
Other times its a sword in the heart, left to make a mark.
God... has no revealance in what i act, i should say his name freely.
God i spell god like the rest of my kin, yet you call it a sin.
This may be the fin of a long friendship, but i gladly want to know why you give me so much shit.
i caught in you lies, i hope i die......
just ignore me from now on, alone in the hunt for reason.
a sleep of treason, with no law abided.
Fates collided.
ps.... i am venting stress and rage so please no depression statements. im just pissed off
