Everything is getting worse

[Craziie]

Okay so, Today my mom and my brother got into it about him not going to school.
It got really bad and stuff. Then like 4 hours ago, my brother just came to my room, and gave me a goodbye.
I asked what he meant, he told me he was leaving. I didn't know what to do or say. Even if I said, stay. He wouldn't stay. So he left my room, and closed the door. Then like 1 minute , I heard him and my mom arguing about him leaving.

Then 3 minutes passed by, I went to see the situation. All I see is my mom crying to someone on the phone, and the door wide open. I couldn't believe she let him leave. I just can't believe this shvt.

I ran out to go get him but he was already gone.

I've been crying to the point where my head feels like my brain is about to break through.
My mom seems so sure he will come back, but I'm not too sure.

Now,my mom is talking to my dad. And they are sitting here, laughing and all cheery and stuff. Like WTF.

Can we all go back to the part where my brother just left?

Not trying to seem like an attention seeker, but no one seems to ask about how I feel.
Not one "It's going to be okay" was handed out to me tonight. It makes me feel like as it's like this
"Who cares about ,Panda?"

I think my mom is going to send us to live with our dad. I can't live with him.
You guys don't understand. I can't freaking live where he lives.
It's a place infested with molesters and rapist.
Just thinking about last time, I lived with him. Makes me want to go kill myself , A.S.A.P


Most people will probably post
"why are you telling us"
"Point of this thread"

I just want some input on this and like advice, and to be honest.
At least some damn comfort. Geesh, Ain't even get a damn hug tonight. Hell, when my brother left. He just said bye. No, nice I love you so much speech. U_U

FML.FML.FML.

 

[D R E X]

Cheer up , everything will be alright tomorrow .

Thats how life works .=D

 

[Erin]

I can relate to your situation.

 

[Hypemaster]

I'm here for ya

 

[villain55]

I am having the same problem as your brother (Today, and now). I don't want to go to school and my dad is arguing with me.

If you are worry about your brother don't if he loves his family he'll come back. Don't sweat it and just wait

 

[Shinobi2012]

I can't say for sure if your brother is coming back seeing how i don't know how old he is or how his financial status is to make such a decision.


I haven't live my parents since i was 14.

So i can definitely relate to the family distress.

I really do things work out for the better.I really do.

Time apart could do some good.

As for the living situation at your dads i wish i had something encouraging or some type of tid bit wisdom,but i don't.

And i doubt some one liner could ever paint a true picture of your situation.

Maybe sit down with your parents and tell them how their acting with your brother greatly upsets you.

 

[Penguin]

At least your brother had a choice to stay. I got kicked out of my house and no one wanted me. At least you are in a house and know where you are staying tonight. Put yourself in his shoes. I am a senior in high school and I had to deal with that shit. My mom didn't care. My dad was sleeping since he works 3rd shift. My little brother or little sister didn't care. I was all alone.

OT: Sing a song to cheer yourself up!

 

[Javaweb]

My friend Panda. You helped me out in my problem and I'm gonna help you put in yours. About your brother I think he's staying at someone's place so he'll be okay I bet you'll probably get a phone call the next day if not call the police. About your father try talking to your mother and tell her you don't want to live with him and your not comfortable around him. Sometimes that won't work and you'll still have to go but who knows if you lived with your mom for years I don't see any reason why she'll take you out now. Just hope for the best and everything will be alright

 

[UchihaKira]

I ran away from home countless times, every time I said " Im never coming back" and every time I meant it more than the last. A few weeks later I was back at home waking my mom up at 2am cooking bagel bites in the microwave. Itll get better.

 

[Craziie]

I can't say for sure if your brother is coming back seeing how i don't know how old he is or how his financial status is to make such a decision.


I haven't live my parents since i was 14.

So i can definitely relate to the family distress.

I really do things work out for the better.I really do.

Time apart could do some good.

As for the living situation at your dads i wish i had something encouraging or some type of tid bit wisdom,but i don't.

And i doubt some one liner could ever paint a true picture of your situation.

Maybe sit down with your parents and tell them how their acting with your brother greatly upsets you.

My brother is 16 and he doesn't have any money or anything. He is not a old enough to go out like that.
That is what is killing me. It's eating me up, knowing something might happen to him.
He is so damn stupid.

 

[narutocentral]

This is called naruto base not confess your sob stories. Go get a licenses psychiatrist to hear you story. Instead of letting little kids read about your problems

 

[TrueRage]

thats life shit happens, but it dose get better and will get better just hang in there and big huggs from us to you .

 

[Sefirosu Masamune]

dont give up. you will be the one who is control of life soon enough. Dont kill yourself either. dont waste your life. if you keep pushing even when times are hard then the ends will justify the means. dont give up....if you give up then you will die only knowing the pain. if you conquer your problems then you can die knowing you achieved peace with your own might and did not let the pain stop you

This is called naruto base not confess your sob stories. Go get a licenses psychiatrist to hear you story. Instead of letting little kids read about your problems

STFU you in sensitive punk. your just a coward hiding behind a computer screen. if this was someone you cared about you would not say that to them...you wouldnt have the balls to say it to me either if i was in front of you. and if you did then you would definitely be missing teeth you Bad example. i should practice what i preach. But be more sensitive....

 

[Penguin]

He is staying at a friends house though. He will be back soon. Just wait it out. A day without food and he will be back. Hunger gets to ya.

 

[villain55]

I don't know why parents do that. I am 17 (Junior in High school) and I don't want to go anymore. They don't know how hard it is on us. I'll just rather finish over the computer since I got crappy teachers and friends around me.

 

[Sefirosu Masamune]

He is staying at a friends house though. He will be back soon. Just wait it out. A day without food and he will be back. Hunger gets to ya.

Well said....the key to a man heart is through his stomach

 

[Bieber]

He probably went to a friend's house, staying with a family member, or just went out for a walk too calm down. Try your best not to think to bad about it, he'll be okay.

Have you tried calling anyone to find out where he might be?

 

[Tingun]

This is about the most ignorant thread i've seen in a while. The entire explanation is so biased and you pass your brother not attending school off as if it was nothing. It's like you are completely devoid of a parents perspective.

Your brother will be fine, i've seen countless people run away from home, 90% of them come back completely fine.

 

[Sir Blades]

That must be a horrible feeling. How old is your brother?
Maybe they are trying to putting it behind them, but its only going to be worse in the long run.
I hope you feel better. Your brother should go to school get a degree and leave. But too late i guess.
All the best,
Sir Blades of Chaos

 

[Javaweb]

This is called naruto base not confess your sob stories. Go get a licenses psychiatrist to hear you story. Instead of letting little kids read about your problems

As weird as this sound this is not just a naruto discussion website. This is community that is my (internet family) and I care about these guys. Are profile pic might not be our real faces but our emotions are real on this website