You have self esteem issues, don't you? There's no other excuse for why you are the way you are. Putting your name in any thread you start, just begging for people to acknowledge you and your "intelligence" (which is far from impressive) just to make yourself feel a little better. You absolutely rely on complete strangers from an anime message board to accept you. Your "debates" aren't usually debates at all. Not sure if that's done intentionally, or if you just don't know what a debate is. You repeat yourself until people stop talking, then declare yourself the "winner" of that brain battle of the intellectually challenged regardless of whether you were better, or not. Once you run out of points' you immediately jump to repeating yourself, and you become offensive to the opponent. You makes all these snide little remarks, and then decide you win. It's the biggest pile of horse shit that I have ever seen.
To top it off, you are a cheater. You are lacking in integrity, and character. You cheat because you absolute MUST win at something to be happy, even if it's just more rep. You are weak willed, clearly. Yet, you still expect everything the same as it was before being out ted as a cheater. Yes, I know you made an apology, and begged to be unbanned, but nothing about you has changed in the slightest. You hold yourself at a higher level than everybody else based solely on how smart you find yourself to me. Truth is, you are garden variety. You're not above aanybody else, and you're not that clever. You're not stupid, but you aaren't close to asnsmartnas you brag that you are. Anybody who says "good theory", or agrees with you, you show some respect. The moment anybody else disagrees, even on the tiniest level, you become an offensive, smug, troll. You're astonishing, early. You can apologize for cheating all you want, but you are still a cheater. Trust is earned. It isn't magically restored because of a half ass apology, followed by heavy begging.