[Romance] Doubt & Consequences

[Cyanide Addiction]

My mind tends to work against me
Even when I have hope I still doubt
There will always be the unexpected I can't see
But I'm suppose to be okay and not pout

Thankfully.. or rather sadly
It's not just me who thinks like this
It seems quite a few of my exes have it rather badly
A few regretted every last kiss

It's true that I have told a few
I've said "You're the one"
But they left without a clue
Or maybe it was me thinking I was done

Now I hope I really am finished looking
I've been broken, beaten, and scarred as a whole
I'd rather have a wedding to be booking
But as usually I have doubts about my goal

That doesn't mean I'm ever going to give up
And that doesn't mean I'm ever going to forget
It doesn't mean I'll let you set me up
For another fall that I'll regret

This begs the question... "How will this rat race ever end?"
Well I've got a heart, and it's your's to keep
If you'll just be my lover, companion, and best friend
Is it possible, or is my price too steep?

I'm putting aside my doubt for our tomorrow
I'll always have your back, and your front
Don't let me go, and I won't ever let you go
Call me crazy, or call this a revolutionary stunt​

 

[Sir Blades]

I liked it.

 

[Rigel]

really beautiful. you have a way with words =D

 

[foxyladyland]

emotional ^_^ & almost self loathing

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

I liked it.

really beautiful. you have a way with words =D

thanks ladies n' gents! :scorps:

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

emotional ^_^ & almost self loathing

Not entirely inaccurate. I used to hate myself. I still usually have a rather bad* self-esteem, and I can't say I'm proud of everything I - have done.

 

[dark dreams]

i really liked it