Do you genuinely hate being nice?

[Devauzamaki]

Hear me out peeps. im not crazy, nor am i a sociopath.

But sometimes i feel a disdain deep down within me everytime i feel im overly nice.

idk why, im naturally good spirited and caring and thats what i show everybody.

But like deep down within i feel things thats the polar opposite. In fact they contradict the very things i stand for.

You ever see something vile and evil and instead of sadness you feel something else. Like anticipation? almost like riding a dirt bike up a hill not knowing whats on the other side.

Then when you see something good on the surface your all jolly, but deep down in your subconscious you feel disgusted that you embrace such behavior.

please dont tell me this is only me lmao i dont wanna seem crazy now

 

[iNotorious]

Should I call the 911 for ya?

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[Your Creepy Stalker]

yup .

 

[~Ethereal~]

Only towards people I dislike.

 

[Ricardo]

Only for people who don't deserve it.

 

[DominiqueX]

im not crazy, nor am i a sociopath.

That's what all crazy sociopaths say.

OT:
No, I don't. Maybe you are an evil dude deep inside. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Sonnelion]

I don't really feel anything for the most part, whether it be a good deed or a bad one. Granted I do get over excited when watching a murder show but I thought I was just enjoying the show or something not the violence.

SO in short I might be in the same boat as you.

 

[FreakensteinAG]

I feel the opposite, like, I feel significantly more guilt than the average person for each little thing perceived as bad. This has gotten to the point where I can't be evil in video games :| This has an overarching complex in politics where if I'm shown conflicting data over who I support, I question myself and no longer understand who I am.

 

[Mari Makinami]

No. I love it, especially when I know that my attitude is fake and some people don't realize it. :snick:

 

[Gitch]

I feel the opposite, like, I feel significantly more guilt than the average person for each little thing perceived as bad. This has gotten to the point where I can't be evil in video games :| This has an overarching complex in politics where if I'm shown conflicting data over who I support, I question myself and no longer understand who I am.

Lol , thats *ucked up !

 

[Desiigner]

No, I am a happy person.
Positive vibes only

 

[Chihaya]

I only hate being nice when the person I'm nice to is mean to me.

 

[Flakez]

I don't hate it per se, but I can't say I've ever been genuinely nice. I always have an agenda.

 

[JENchuuriki]

When you're trying to be kind, and people provoke you into doing bad?? What to do? Always choose the right thing. It's not about what they think, it's about how you feel for yourself.

 

[Adam Driver]

Nah I like being nice to others. It's not really for the other person, when I'm nice to people it makes me feel good.

 

[Tennis Robot]

What you are describing is really interesting to me, though it is not something that I have ever experienced. Can you give some examples of things that have given you those feelings?

 

[Legendary Saiyan]

I hate it when sometimes no one reciprocates the same to me and I sometimes feel like being an ass will justify it.

 

[wanderingcactus]

Hear me out peeps. im not crazy, nor am i a sociopath.

But sometimes i feel a disdain deep down within me everytime i feel im overly nice.

idk why, im naturally good spirited and caring and thats what i show everybody.

But like deep down within i feel things thats the polar opposite. In fact they contradict the very things i stand for.

You ever see something vile and evil and instead of sadness you feel something else. Like anticipation? almost like riding a dirt bike up a hill not knowing whats on the other side.

Then when you see something good on the surface your all jolly, but deep down in your subconscious you feel disgusted that you embrace such behavior.

please dont tell me this is only me lmao i dont wanna seem crazy now

That's rather normal for those people who are nice but kept getting screwed over.

So it's natural for them to anticipate bad karma to others and feel satisfied and vice versa.

They indirectly reflect themselves and the situation that they are in with others who are strangers to them.

So when you see something happy happen to them, since you do not know whether they deserve happiness, you simply assume that they do not and you feel disgusted.

Because you know people who have happy things happen to them even though they are complete crap.

And you know good people who are just screwed over repeatedly even though they are good.

So you relate it to that. You wish ill will to whoever whenever something happy happened to them and vice versa.

 

[Phact]

I am nice to people because ut makes me feel happy, and I also want people to treat me the same way I treat them.

 

[Jazzy Stardust]

i am really nice so i can be mean, and really mean so i have to try and be nice. some call it moody but i feel its balance