Diary of Forgotten
I hate Subete no mono
Well i hate it now
I hate it more than anything
even though my smile fools you
the pain of heartbreak and the past
hides behinds this smile
You think i'm a good happy person?
Unfortunately I'm not
I'm lonely, i'm sad, i'm in despair
Someone says to me religion is the enemy of us all
but what if it's your best friend?
Someone says to me question things
When i do, i get beat up with words
words of Kirai
I look around, i see the happy go lives around me
the innocent smiles of children
families with such warmth
when mines is nothing but Samui
the coldness of the lack of Ai i get
Someone says to me mostly no one likes me
I wonder why it hurts still hear or see those words
when you already know its the truth and nothing but the truth
I understand naruto's feelings of loneliness
the pain of being alone is unbearable but being forever alone?
I have managed so far now
Sometimes i wish i was cool enough to have real friends ya know?
i use to always say to myself when a new school year begins
new beginning, new friends, better year, better life
but every year i ended up alone
Now i say speak nothing but Kirai
the only life i know now its Kirai
the only thing life fully gives you Hate
and where there is hate there is love
and where there is love there is hate
-------------------------------------------I hate Subete no mono
Well i hate it now
I hate it more than anything
even though my smile fools you
the pain of heartbreak and the past
hides behinds this smile
You think i'm a good happy person?
Unfortunately I'm not
I'm lonely, i'm sad, i'm in despair
Someone says to me religion is the enemy of us all
but what if it's your best friend?
Someone says to me question things
When i do, i get beat up with words
words of Kirai
I look around, i see the happy go lives around me
the innocent smiles of children
families with such warmth
when mines is nothing but Samui
the coldness of the lack of Ai i get
Someone says to me mostly no one likes me
I wonder why it hurts still hear or see those words
when you already know its the truth and nothing but the truth
I understand naruto's feelings of loneliness
the pain of being alone is unbearable but being forever alone?
I have managed so far now
Sometimes i wish i was cool enough to have real friends ya know?
i use to always say to myself when a new school year begins
new beginning, new friends, better year, better life
but every year i ended up alone
Now i say speak nothing but Kirai
the only life i know now its Kirai
the only thing life fully gives you Hate
and where there is hate there is love
and where there is love there is hate
This was not mean to rhyme but just to be a poetic story, some may its not poetic, then you are of the people who should stop reading my peoms now because you will never understand it. I used japanese words. I even used the lines from naruto at the end.Thank you for your time
Subete no mono: Everything
Kirai: Hate
Ai :Love
Samui: Cold
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