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Still remember that day. I was holding you while you were crying on my chest. I stopped you from killing yourself with the gun in your purse. You kept telling me that you hated life that what's the point of living if in the end your going to die. That rather just hurry up and end this and deal with hell already. You told me you were losing friends, family was going apart. And the only regret you'll have before you die is the fact that you will make me go through a excruciating amount of my pain knowing my loved died. You told me to tell the rest of the people you cared about that you love them and thanks for everything. Then that's when i had enough, I told you if you kill yourself I will kill myself too. Then you told my why? And I said because I love you and I want to spent all my life with you even if it means burning in hell with you forever. Then I grabbed the gun and told her I'm gonna be keeping this. Then I said please don't kill yourself enjoy life while you can you only one shot at it so don't **** it up. Then I kissed her on the forehead and told her I love her. Then I said but if you do decide to kill yourself tell me. That way I can get another gun and we can both die together.
(I know I said a lot more deeper stuff than just that and her too (We were both crying our hearts out) but honestly it hurts too much to keeping thinking about it. She my Ex Gf recently) I just wanted to share this since it was a discussion that popped up in class. So what was the most deepest thing you said in your life?
(I know I said a lot more deeper stuff than just that and her too (We were both crying our hearts out) but honestly it hurts too much to keeping thinking about it. She my Ex Gf recently) I just wanted to share this since it was a discussion that popped up in class. So what was the most deepest thing you said in your life?