You say you won't date now but that will change. I use to say the same thing when I was younger, now I'm married. Yeah relationships are a bitch and take tons of work. Like, 24/7 kinda work and it can get frustrating at times. there are lots of men/women out there who only want to get what they can out of you, they don't actually want to stay with you for a long period of time. Sifting through all these idiots will be a challenge. But if there is one person out there who can be a decent human being and come to you with honesty and not play all the games, you will know it and you will be happy. Give it some time. I'm 7 years into this relationship and we have had literal throw downs, shouting matches, and I can't begin to tell you how many times I've packed my bags and stayed with my mother for a few days! But all in all, I'm very happy.