James : we all feel extremely down at times, but to go suicidal!? that's crazzy, that's when you have NOTHING, you have something, you have friends...like me and I'm sure Raino is your friend, tamako...and many more people, ever heard the saying 'there are plenty more fish in the sea' ? -facepalm- I have so much time, I can hang out with you if you like, become good friends ^^