Just wanted to share this with you guys...
I'm scared of telling you my story, I Fear my words will get denied
See alot of people don't know this, but I'm always crying inside
And I cant trust anybody, I must learn to overcome this
I can try to learn, But it's my thoughts that Im Succumed with
Every Night I prey to God to grant me strength to break these chains
But everyday I find myself stuck in my body, dealing with pain
I hope this can change, I can wake up tomorrow a whole new person
Or wake up and find out that my condition has only worsened...
Special education teachers spend their time teaching me basics
But do they understand the problems in my brain Im faced with?
I understand the concept, but my mind overlooks the solution
My brain lashes out at me, I dont see the numbers just illusions
My verbal skills arent very good, I find it hard to memorize names
I'de do anything to just be normal instead of what I became
You people stare and others laugh, This could be you in the next life
I could have been born in your shoes, giggling at YOU all the time
Still..My school treats me differently and praises me for small victories
For simple things like drawing rainbows, but all it does is cause me misery
I don't understand this someone PLEASE help me break these walls
You think you know autism but the truth is, you dont know me At All...