Am I...?

[LemonWolf04]

A pedophile? (Yeah, I expect some trolls, but in all seriousness here)... I'm over the age of 18 and have my first crush on someone who I think is under age... Gladion from pokemon (yeah he's animated but still, I've never had a crush on someone under the age of 18 (except for when I was 17)...

[video=youtube_share;-sNDVuNntXU]https://youtu.be/-sNDVuNntXU[/video]

Most my crushes are in their early 20s (not counting Madara, and Indra who look like they are in their early 20s) and are animated characters...

 

[Illyasviel]

I'd be more worried about the animation part than pedophilia

 

[LemonWolf04]

I'd be more worried about the animation part than pedophilia

I'd rather have animated crushes than real world... real world crushes only cause trouble and more pain...

I don't want to change that about myself... I'm happy with this being a part of who I am... I won't change that I only have animated crushes for anyone...

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I'd rather have animated crushes than real world... real world crushes only cause trouble and more pain...

I don't want to change that about myself... I'm happy with this being a part of who I am... I won't change that I only have animated crushes for anyone...

that's psychology for "I wish someone of the real would acknowledge me".An Indirect cry for attention. "Center" of attention, really.

and the pain you speak of is insertion based.

 

[Illyasviel]

I'd rather have animated crushes than real world... real world crushes only cause trouble and more pain...

I don't want to change that about myself... I'm happy with this being a part of who I am... I won't change that I only have animated crushes for anyone...

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[LemonWolf04]

... off topic here

I'm not starved of attention.. I'm just comfortable for being a girl who falls for fictional characters and doesn't go for the pain and drama of real world...

but the question was am I pedophile? Would you consider the fact that my crush in't real but is still under age?

you trolls ain't got nothing...

 

[LemonWolf04]

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No offense but I see problem with being comfortable with who I am... I'm not starved of attention... if I wanted attention so badly from real world people I'd become a nudist like my brother lol... *Not gonna happen*

 

[LemonWolf04]

that's psychology for "I wish someone of the real would acknowledge me".An Indirect cry for attention. "Center" of attention, really.

and the pain you speak of is insertion based.

How is someone in the real world gonna acknowledge someone who is only interested in fictional characters... typically the mentally ill and those with psychological trauma are on the back burner for ever becoming someone of interest or good enough for anyone

 

[Disaster]

you are one sick..............................................

 

[LemonWolf04]

you are one sick..............................................

You can get rid of a paraphilia you know... I've already done it

 

[Pumpkin Ninja]

No, your only problem is you like the shittiest Pokemon.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

How is someone in the real world gonna acknowledge someone who is only interested in fictional characters... typically the mentally ill and those with psychological trauma are on the back burner for ever becoming someone of interest or good enough for anyone

The difference between an animated crush,besides being fictional, and a real crush...an animated crush is about control, you make of it whatever you want it to be.Kind of shallow and immature. You prefer an animated crush, because you cannot control or help what real crush does to you, kind of an insult. Because, at least with an animated crush, it won't reveal that it disapproves of you.A protection...kind of pathetic.

Might as well not have any crush.

 

[LemonWolf04]

No, your only problem is you like the shittiest Pokemon.

lmao you don't even know who my favorite pokemon is?

 

[Pumpkin Ninja]

lmao you don't even know who my favorite pokemon is?

I mean season. Worst season. Only 1st two were tolerable at best.

 

[LemonWolf04]

The difference between an animated crush,besides being fictional, and a real crush...an animated crush is about control, you make of it whatever you want it to be.Kind of shallow and immature. You prefer an animated crush, because you cannot control or help what real crush does to you, kind of an insult. Because, at least with an animated crush, it won't reveal that it disapproves of you.A protection...kind of pathetic.

Might as well not have any crush.

I understand your logic here, but I don't have a real world crush... I typically don't... At first I wanted to work on that, but I changed my mind after my last real world crush... he was just bad...

I am a really messed up girl, but my first suicide attempt was over the digimon emporer at the age of 14...
[video=youtube_share;CEaRN7e5Q5o]https://youtu.be/CEaRN7e5Q5o[/video]

I tried to strangle myself with a belt...

 

[LemonWolf04]

I mean season. Worst season. Only 1st two were tolerable at best.

Oh... I got back into from playing moon and sun...

 

[Our Lord Sasuke]

Oh Hinata on profile

 

[Pumpkin Ninja]

Seriously though, you're not a pedo for liking a fictional character but it's sad that you develop feelings for something that can't reciprocate. You might wanna get over that stuff.

 

[LemonWolf04]

Oh Hinata on profile

I tried to kill myself over Sasuke... I was going to crash my car into safeway... Gary's safeway

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I understand your logic here, but I don't have a real world crush... I typically don't... At first I wanted to work on that, but I changed my mind after my last real world crush... he was just bad...

I am a really messed up girl, but my first suicide attempt was over the digimon emporer at the age of 14...
[video=youtube_share;CEaRN7e5Q5o]https://youtu.be/CEaRN7e5Q5o[/video]

I tried to strangle myself with a belt...

You have such an indirect way of revealing how badly you seek attention. You attempting, but failing, then announcing that you've attempted suicide...you just want ATTENTION. Admit it.

Either you're not getting enough necessary attention, or you just simply like to be CENTER of attention and feel like you need it ALL the time, otherwise you'll just feel suicidal all over again.