A war inside me...

[Izou Xaxa]

Sometimes there is a possibility that i change and its special but sometimes when im starting to change im happy and upset at the same time
Now here is the thing when there is a moment where my motivation isdestroyed i start to just mourn everything for 1 minute and then im just glad i didnt change
Also when i try to change something for the firdt time im always start to think abad about the change at the same time
It somehow feels like there are more personalities in me and each try to win over me

What you can say about that?

 

[-Punk-]

"There's a war inside me that's all my own"

 

[Natsu Shazneel]

The thread title sounds so wrong. >.>

 

[ethris]

Sometimes there is a possibility that i change and its special but sometimes when im starting to change im happy and upset at the same time
Now here is the thing when there is a moment where my motivation isdestroyed i start to just mourn everything for 1 minute and then im just glad i didnt change
Also when i try to change something for the firdt time im always start to think abad about the change at the same time
It somehow feels like there are more personalities in me and each try to win over me

What you can say about that?

your doing what many do, you contemplate what will make you happiest, whats the best choice for you, but when you do this your giving it weight, and the more weight you give it, the more unhappy you will be when it is no longer attainable, if you build something up to be something that willl make you happy, once its over there will be a void, the lesson learned from these experiences which everyone goes threw, is that there is no amount of choices that will make you happy, they only way to be happy is to chose to be happy, and once you do this your happiness is no longer capable of being taken away..

another off topic tip that helps, is you need to realize your brain, and ego is like you muscles, a tool, your ego isnt who you are, neither is your identity, idenity is created as is your ego shaped by observation. over time your "tools" have created self defense mechanisms, thats what your ego is, but it doesn't mean that you are your ego, try thinking about it like we have a true self that we find threw out our lives from picking it out from all the fog that is our anxiety driven thoughts and ego.

 

[Blunts]

Sometimes there is a possibility that i change and its special but sometimes when im starting to change im happy and upset at the same time
Now here is the thing when there is a moment where my motivation isdestroyed i start to just mourn everything for 1 minute and then im just glad i didnt change
Also when i try to change something for the firdt time im always start to think abad about the change at the same time
It somehow feels like there are more personalities in me and each try to win over me

What you can say about that?

Seems like an personal issue

 

[Izou Xaxa]

your doing what many do, you contemplate what will make you happiest, whats the best choice for you, but when you do this your giving it weight, and the more weight you give it, the more unhappy you will be when it is no longer attainable, if you build something up to be something that willl make you happy, once its over there will be a void, the lesson learned from these experiences which everyone goes threw, is that there is no amount of choices that will make you happy, they only way to be happy is to chose to be happy, and once you do this your happiness is no longer capable of being taken away..

another off topic tip that helps, is you need to realize your brain, and ego is like you muscles, a tool, your ego isnt who you are, neither is your identity, idenity is created as is your ego shaped by observation. over time your "tools" have created self defense mechanisms, thats what your ego is, but it doesn't mean that you are your ego, try thinking about it like we have a true self that we find threw out our lives from picking it out from all the fog that is our anxiety driven thoughts and ego.

So it is normal to be like this...I see

 

[Alice in Noodleland]

Perhaps your Zodiac sign is Cancer?
Then I can feel you...
T.T

 

[Izou Xaxa]

Perhaps your Zodiac sign is Cancer?
Then I can feel you...
T.T

OMG I am really Cancer...
How did you know?

 

[Alice in Noodleland]

OMG I am really Cancer...
How did you know?

See? Don't worry . I am a cancer too.
Needless to say an emotional freak and a Moody *****.

Like I am crying few minutes ago because of sad news then the next moment I am dancing Poker face by lady Gaga. .-.

 

[Izou Xaxa]

See? Don't worry . I am a cancer too.
Needless to say an emotional freak and a Moody *****.

Like I am crying few minutes ago because of sad news then the next moment I am dancing Poker face by lady Gaga. .-.

Yeah i understand what you mean

 

[Callypigia]

It sounds like you are referring to cognitive dissonance.

 

[-Punk-]

See? Don't worry . I am a cancer too.
Needless to say an emotional freak and a Moody *****.

Like I am crying few minutes ago because of sad news then the next moment I am dancing Poker face by lady Gaga. .-.

How are Capricorns ?

 

[Alice in Noodleland]

How are Capricorns ?

Under this sign, your motto is Mind your own business .
Because Capricorn dont take shit from no one.
You dont forgive yourself easily.

 

[SIR HERDERP PRESIDERP SDO]

Under this sign, your motto is Mind your own business .
Because Capricorn dont take shit from no one.
You dont forgive yourself easily.

What about Librans?

 

[Multiply]

Under this sign, your motto is Mind your own business .
Because Capricorn dont take shit from no one.
You dont forgive yourself easily.

And Virgos?

 

[DroGGz0r]

And Taurus ?

 

[Alice in Noodleland]

What about Librans?

people born under the sign of Libra are freaks And bipolar.
They are brave and fearless.
They dont seem to be smart, but beware they always analyzed things give you an intelligence response.
You can move on easily from a broken heart and can forgive others easily but not yourself.
You can develop bad smoking habits.<.<
Your weaknessis your unreliability. XD

And Virgos?

Virgos are health fanatics.
Known for their independence.
Straightforward and very organized people.
Virgos are very picky with everything.
Perfectionist .
Once Virgo gives you a lecture you must listen!






Okay thats 5 bucks

 

[Multiply]

people born under the sign of Libra are freaks And bipolar.
They are brave and fearless.
They dont seem to be smart, but beware they always analyzed things give you an intelligence response.
You can move on easily from a broken heart and can forgive others easily but not yourself.
You can develop bad smoking habits.<.<
Your weaknessis your unreliability. XD



Virgos are health fanatics.
Known for their independence.
Straightforward and very organized people.
Virgos are very picky with everything.
Perfectionist .
Once Virgo gives you a lecture you must listen!






Okay thats 5 bucks

Sounds about right Lol.

 

[SIR HERDERP PRESIDERP SDO]

people born under the sign of Libra are freaks And bipolar.
They are brave and fearless.
They dont seem to be smart, but beware they always analyzed things give you an intelligence response.
You can move on easily from a broken heart and can forgive others easily but not yourself.
You can develop bad smoking habits.<.<
Your weaknessis your unreliability. XD

Quite accurate, thanks Madam Auring! *_*

 

[Alice in Noodleland]

And Taurus ?

Okay listen..are there any girls here?

Taurus is all about Love.
These people are reliable and dependable.
They hate PDA.
Taurus can smell insincerity so beware.
Dont break the trust of Taurus ,you cannot regain it back.
And Like the bull, they were moody and stubborn.
Practical spenders.



....actually drog we have some kinda same personality. I'm born under Cancer. Do you have a friend under the crab sign? I think you go along very well with him or her.