*hugs him back and holds him close* that...isn't answering my question...why would you lose me? I'm the one that doesn't want to lose you...
*looks down as my eyes flicker and I clench my fists* oh sod it. do what you want. *runs past them, dropping the antidote on the way, it landing neatly by the door, continues to run and disappears into the surrounding ruins and wilderness outside*
*sat in the woods, leaning against a tree, knees to chest, clutching head as eyes flicker, speaking under my breath* idiot. idiot. idiot.
*doesn't move hands from my face and speaks quietly* why? why wouldn't you just take it. I don't understand. what was stopping you?
*still not moved* why didn't you just take it anyway? what did you have to lose by taking it...