A Fake Smile

[Goetia]

doesn't care if it hurt me , as long as people that i love happy it can reduce the pain a little...

When a carpenter builds a building, they know all too well that one day that building will fall. It's the natural process of life. That carpenter is still building that building. It makes the grieving process harder, but it makes the time you have with what you built all the more worth while.

I used to think this way. But not anymore.

Sai approves

OT: beautiful poem<3

Thank you.

Well, you're obviously deep into whatever it is troubling you. So much so that you can't even imagine a light at the end of the tunnel. Listen, brother, just because your eyes are closed to the good things in life doesn't mean that good things don't exist. One day you'll realize that what I say is the truth, not just wishful thinking. I've had what most would consider a pretty hard life. And I still smile every single day, because tomorrow is coming, and the sun will still be in the sky.

I know what you are saying, and this was once true for someone like me. But the days before, after and now are all the same to me.

You are right. Our possessions and cravings lead to suffering. I feel like you came to that decision based on sadness more than self-actualization; however.

If you know me completely, you'll find that there isn't much need for me to have people at my side.

A very good poem

A real nice poemflowers

Thank you.

I don't need to be that depressing , personally i won't pretend that I'm happy but I'll be happy around someone like that .

and great poem man !

Thank you.

 

[Scooby Doo]

Sometimes you really can't choose the people around you. But it won't be like this forever. I've waited 14 yrs years to finally get away from family. During that time I had to pretend to be the content good child. But I knew that the day would come when I'll be on my own. It's not that I don't want them in my life at all-- but only from a distance. I fought depression for years- and it may come back one day again. But right now I'm happy Be patient. A shinobi is one who endures xD

 

[Goetia]

If a distance from them right now is the best I can do, then in the future is the time where I will have what I want. As for depression, I have it too. I'm also not a shinobi, though I am someone who endures.