Cyanide Addiction
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I've questioned a lot of things
But never the love I feel for you
I've questioned the why and it stings
But I still feel it's the only thing really true
Sometimes you push me away
Other's you even call me obsessive
I try to ignore the things I know you say
But the feelings I get from that are very impulsive
If I only truly knew the reason why
Why I love you so much
Why I do even when you make me want to die
And won't give me even a simple touch..
You always push me away father when I let it out
And I'm left wondering if I am a fool
When even my love gives way to doubt
And I just want to sit quietly at a lonely bar stool..
But I soldier on regardless
I continue to try in the face of defeat
Not ever forgetting the times you'd give my cheek a soft caress
I feel a brush of your lips on mine all the way to my feet
In the end all I really want is to be at your side
To love you and protect your as long as I can
To be the one in which you can always confide
But sometimes I wonder if you want me to be your man
I know I don't always act like one
But I'd rather seem more boyish than get mad
I figure it's better to be a waterfall than a raging sun
I'd rather not lose you and just be sad..
Maybe the day will come when you understand
Or maybe I'll just fade out of your life and fall apart
I just wish that you'd take my hand
And that we could always be together at heart
But never the love I feel for you
I've questioned the why and it stings
But I still feel it's the only thing really true
Sometimes you push me away
Other's you even call me obsessive
I try to ignore the things I know you say
But the feelings I get from that are very impulsive
If I only truly knew the reason why
Why I love you so much
Why I do even when you make me want to die
And won't give me even a simple touch..
You always push me away father when I let it out
And I'm left wondering if I am a fool
When even my love gives way to doubt
And I just want to sit quietly at a lonely bar stool..
But I soldier on regardless
I continue to try in the face of defeat
Not ever forgetting the times you'd give my cheek a soft caress
I feel a brush of your lips on mine all the way to my feet
In the end all I really want is to be at your side
To love you and protect your as long as I can
To be the one in which you can always confide
But sometimes I wonder if you want me to be your man
I know I don't always act like one
But I'd rather seem more boyish than get mad
I figure it's better to be a waterfall than a raging sun
I'd rather not lose you and just be sad..
Maybe the day will come when you understand
Or maybe I'll just fade out of your life and fall apart
I just wish that you'd take my hand
And that we could always be together at heart
