Shawn: You got a point...-looks down- Guess im a bit weaker than I thought I was. Despite my mr tough guy act I pulled when you first met me. To be honest? I thought about just sticking this revolver in my mouth and putting myself out of this endless cycle. Kill a bounty, get money, kill another. I thought I was ready to live like that.....but right before we met I wanted out so bad...i almost did it.