My Rented House

[Hanon]

*sigh* Forget everything....*walks out and jumps on to the tree*

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

... well im goin to get somethin to drink

*gets up and hugs u close to me* mine

 

[kidkisame]

O_O *hugs u back and whispers in ur ear* Always

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

O_O *hugs u back and whispers in ur ear* Always

*lays my head on ur shoulder* good cause I'll always want u

 

[Hanon]

*looks at inside of the house* *thinks to myselfWhen am i going to be loved?)*looks at the sky*

 

[RAMENATOR]

And Stream, if I lived anywhere near you, I'd do the same in rl as I did in this thread. I'd disarm you and then talk to you and see if your choice changes. It sucks that I'm nowhere near you in rl, but there isn't anything I can do about that. I didn't pick my career for no reason, I do what I do because I want to help people whenever I can. Protecting people is my job, but I don't do it because it's my job, I do it because I care. Yet, I am willing to bear the pain of loss if my care is not enough. U_U

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

And Stream, if I lived anywhere near you, I'd do the same in rl as I did in this thread. I'd disarm you and then talk to you and see if your choice changes. It sucks that I'm nowhere near you in rl, but there isn't anything I can do about that. I didn't pick my career for no reason, I do what I do because I want to help people whenever I can. Protecting people is my job, but I don't do it because it's my job, I do it because I care. Yet, I am willing to bear the pain of loss if my care is not enough. U_U

*sigh* Rame thanks for caring I wish u lived closer to that would be fun but I've been this way since I was 8 nothing has really changed since then

 

[RAMENATOR]

People don't want to hear about your problems. That's a fact I learned the hard way. They don't want to be responsible for you and they don't care about anything but themselves. It's a sad reality, but it cannot be denied. People are cruel and filled with hate sometimes and they don't want to get involved when someone needs them the most. True, people can be good sometimes, but it's usually when you need them the most that they will fail you. I've struggled quite awhile with understanding that and doing my best to not care about their cruelty. I still look out for others who need help because I know what it's like to cry for help and receive no response. U_U

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

People don't want to hear about your problems. That's a fact I learned the hard way. They don't want to be responsible for you and they don't care about anything but themselves. It's a sad reality, but it cannot be denied. People are cruel and filled with hate sometimes and they don't want to get involved when someone needs them the most. True, people can be good sometimes, but it's usually when you need them the most that they will fail you. I've struggled quite awhile with understanding that and doing my best to not care about their cruelty. I still look out for others who need help because I know what it's like to cry for help and receive no response. U_U

I learned that when I was 5 but I was stupid hell I still am most of the time now to. think they'ed care after so long and then the kids at school just made it worse

 

[RAMENATOR]

It's not easy. On some level, every person wants to be loved. Maybe not all the time, but everyone has their moments and when you don't receive love or care in those times, it's difficult to bear. Made me rethink my job a couple times... would I really be willing to give my life to protect someone who doesn't give two craps about me? Yes I would. If they needed me and I could do something about it, then I would. Only if it's truly necessary though. I'm sorry you've had to experience all of this from such an early age... :/

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

Thanks but its not really ur fault its more my fathers and my moms they've messed me up bad *kinda smiles* but I'm use to it now

 

[RAMENATOR]

I suppose. Not all parents are good parents..

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

I suppose. Not all parents are good parents..

I havent see my father since I was 5 mouths old I inharted his bad temper and bipolar and mom didnt help that much

 

[RAMENATOR]

I haven't lived with my parents since I was 5.. I was lucky. My grandparents watched over me and provided for me so much more than my parents could.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

I haven't lived with my parents since I was 5.. I was lucky. My grandparents watched over me and provided for me so much more than my parents could.

I live with my grandparents to I dont much care for my momU_U

 

[RAMENATOR]

I see. I still care about my "parents," but I feel that my grandparents are more like my real parents than my biological ones.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

u know its odd how much we have in common

 

[RAMENATOR]

It is quite interesting, yes. I'm glad we have things in common though.

 

[Stream Of Tears77]

yeah it is nice to talk to have someone to talk to who has somewhat of the same story

 

[RAMENATOR]

It really is. I guess I always kinda knew I couldn't be the only one..