Like in the coming months I dont feel safe and I have no self protection to use.
Ultimately I dont think I'm gonna die, but I still feel like I might and it worries me.
I dont have any regrets, or wishes, the only thing that is sad is that there are things I planned on doing in the future.
I mean I could try to defend myself with a knife or something but then I have to live with being a mruderer fro the rest of my life.
And that would probablydestroy my career too.
MAYBE I will get lucky.
I hope so.
If I dont post here come summer, then maybe Ill be dead, I think its a real possibility.
Ultimately I dont think I'm gonna die, but I still feel like I might and it worries me.
I dont have any regrets, or wishes, the only thing that is sad is that there are things I planned on doing in the future.
I mean I could try to defend myself with a knife or something but then I have to live with being a mruderer fro the rest of my life.
And that would probablydestroy my career too.
MAYBE I will get lucky.
I hope so.
If I dont post here come summer, then maybe Ill be dead, I think its a real possibility.