Dear "Old Self"

[Dreckerplayer]

But I love you...

You should,

but you don't meet my standards, bro. Keep this platonic.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

All right, I need reality check like that sometimes myself.
Usually I'm the one giving advice or critique.
I try not to complain, I think people don't wanna see that side of me. I taught myself not to do that. I might feel unarmed, let-down, even weak at some point, but complaining about my situation. Who wants to hear that! Maybe that's how I was taught by the society.
And how did I sound like an empty person in that post?

Be "self-made".

But,I totally see where you're coming from. You're a product of your own environment. It's time to change that...it's no good for YOU.

Worrying about what others think or don't want to hear, will only cause you to sabotage yourself. Don't set yourself up.

Stop trying to be good to everyone. If you're pissed, you're pissed.

Have respect though, lmao.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

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[Dreckerplayer]

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Yup, I said that.

thanks.

But yes, for future references...don't say shit like that, it makes me cringe.True, but cringy in the way you said it.

I can handle it all. Whatever you throw at me.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

Yup, I said that.

thanks.

But yes, for future references...don't say shit like that, it makes me cringe.

It was sarcasm...

 

[Dreckerplayer]

It was sarcasm...

It was your own self-denial.

It does hit you like a bullet.

Trust me, you're clinically in-denial like the other two....I notice it.

You do the same thing lightbringer does...totally a symptom of being clinically in-denial. subconsciously admitting the truth in a sarcastic manner.

Your releasing information from your subconscious. Cause what you said, is absolutely true.

Edit: Between, I just LOVE the passive aggressiveness and reverse psychology you're using by liking my posts...to convince others that you aren't jealous.

 

[Lightbringer]

It was your own self-denial.

It does hit you like a bullet.

Trust me, you're clinically in-denial like the other two....I notice it.

You do the same thing lightbringer does...totally a symptom of being clinically in-denial. subconsciously admitting the truth in a sarcastic manner.

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[Konno]

Be "self-made".

But,I totally see where you're coming from. You're a product of your own environment. It's time to change that...it's no good for YOU.

Worrying about what others think or don't want to hear, will only cause you to sabotage yourself. Don't set yourself up.

Stop trying to be good to everyone. If you're pissed, you're pissed.

Have respect though, lmao.

I've dealt with it my whole life. I wanna be a good person, I believe I do good and help people. I'm always positive and try to cheer others up. It brings me joy. I wanna spread my positive energy. However, I do think about others' opinions for some reason that I haven't understood yet myself. If I had, I wouldn't care, correct. Maybe I just don't wanna look like an idiot. But I passed that point long time ago. I know people don't even think about others, they don't care how you will act, they only care about themselves.
That mindset does work against me, it makes me become closed sometimes.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I've dealt with it my whole life. I wanna be a good person, I believe I do good and help people. I'm always positive and try to cheer others up. It brings me joy. I wanna spread my positive energy. However, I do think about others' opinions for some reason that I haven't understood yet myself. If I had, I wouldn't care, correct. Maybe I just don't wanna look like an idiot. But I passed that point long time ago. I know people don't even think about others, they don't care how you will act, they only care about themselves.
That mindset does work against me, it makes me become closed sometimes.

It's empty, darlin.

Drop it.

 

[Konno]

It's empty, darlin.

Drop it.

I know it.
Sometimes it's best to say it out loud, and then your mind will be free from confusion.
So I did

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I know it.
Sometimes it's best to say it out loud, and then your mind will be free from confusion.
So I did

Better you drop it, and direct that focus and help to YOURSELF.

And then build from the ground-UP. It all starts with yourself.

Start inwards to out, not outwards to get in. You don't gather yourself from the outside...you lose yourself to the outside.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

I would like to start outwards to get in.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I would like to start outwards to get in.

Cause you don't exist. You're imagined.

You watch women, and steal their identity. You don't even know who you are.

You're envy-built.

There's your metaphorical bullet. Soon, you'll join lightbringer and his circle jerk of mindless zombies.

 

[Konno]

Better you drop it, and direct that focus and help to YOURSELF.

And then build from the ground-UP. It all starts with yourself.

Start inwards to out, not outwards to get in. You don't gather yourself from the outside...you lose yourself to the outside.

I have been working on improving myself. With the help of others who care, and my own desire, of course. Can't do it without it. It's a long and slow process, and the results excite me. I also believe the person's charisma and strength lay fundament from the inside.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

You watch women, and steal their identity. You don't even know who you are.

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Who told you this?

 

[Fountain]

I wouldn't tell my old self anything, because i would've been too ignorant to take any of it seriously.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I have been working on improving myself. With the help of others who care, and my own desire, of course. Can't do it without it. It's a long and slow process, and the results excite me. I also believe the person's charisma and strength lay fundament from the inside.

You know what. Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on...that's someone GENUINE that's not trying to mentally manipulate you or interfere/impede on your growth.

Boundaries.People who know themselves, and aren't succubus that are just trying to draw energy/attention from you.Cause that's just deceptive.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

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Who told you this?

Thought it was obvious.

call it like I see it, juwanna-man.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

I wouldn't tell my old self anything, because i would've been too ignorant to take any of it seriously.

I get the feeling I'd listen and be engaged af, then make nothing out of it.

 

[Konno]

You know what. Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on...that's someone GENUINE that's not trying to mentally manipulate you or interfere/impede on your growth.

Boundaries.People who know themselves, and aren't succubus that are just trying to draw energy/attention from you.Cause that's just deceptive.

Those kinds of people are the only ones I will come to and try to get help from them. Thank God, I have quite a few. My close friends, to whom I can say anything and be listened to. I might not ask for advice, but getting some things out of the system is necessary.
I am still kind of self-reserved, but I can open up to my friends.