Dear "Old Self"

[Dreckerplayer]

Now, I'm not one to dwell on the past, but if I were to sit here and say I didn't have any past regrets...well, I'd be lying to myself.

Lmao, is there something you'd tell your old self...?

I'd tell my old self "Don't listen to anyone else, they don't have the answers"for the simple fact that those past decisions have destroyed my future...please don't go to college until your responsible and wise enough to know what you really want/need.

...listening to others has resulted in debt and disappointment.Bunch of nothingness.

I'd also tell myself "Getting into something else just for the heck of it, is not gonna solve the problem".

These old fashioned tards don't know what's best for you, especially if they're projecting.These people and their faulty logic on how things should be done...THEY themselves don't think things through, they cling to ideas just because it sounds decent, or they like the way someone else is sporting it.

I'm trapped in this seemingly constant limbo. #ImF*cked

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

Did you mean to put this in the poem section?

 

[Dreckerplayer]

Did you mean to put this in the poem section?

again, with the jealous antics.

take your perfectionist complex, somewhere else...I'm happy and satisfied with who I am. Don't project over here.

 

[Konno]

I would tell old myself "Don't care what other people think," "People are very similar in how they feel and act," and "Don't pity yourself."

 

[Lightbringer]

Whatever you say Sasuke.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I would tell old myself "Don't care what other people think," "People are very similar in how they feel and act," and "Don't pity yourself."

"Don't pity yourself" or "Don't be pathetic", as in, don't expect others to care or pick up your slack just cause you're suffering.

"Don't pity yourself" sounds more like a "rule-based" thing. You naturally regret things that put a HAMMER in your future, well, cause it affects YOU...However, I'd say "Don't show pity for OTHERS"...if you wouldn't do yourself, but show it towards others...that's just worthless and kind of hypocritical.

People look back on things that have caused difficulty or concern in their present lives, and sometimes they LAMENT about it, lmao.That's absolutely normal.

Self-love darling, don't be self-negligent.

 

[Konno]

"Don't pity yourself" or "Don't be pathetic", as in, don't expect others to care or pick up your slack just cause you're suffering.

"Don't pity yourself" sounds more like a "rule-based" thing. You naturally regret things that put a HAMMER in your future, well, cause it affects YOU...However, I'd say "Don't show pity for OTHERS"...if you wouldn't do yourself, but show it towards others...that's just worthless and kind of hypocritical.

People look back on things that have caused difficulty or concern in their present lives, and sometimes they LAMENT about it, lmao.That's absolutely normal.

Yes, I've learned in this short life of mine that even if you do things you'd regret in future (Which, of course, you don't realize when doing those things), you should never tell yourself *Oh no, what was I thinking! How bad of me! I feel so bad for myself, I won't do it again.* That's a pity for yourself, and that will not lead anywhere good. If you continue doing that, you'll end up thinking people are there to serve you and everything is supposed to come to you, or that you don't deserve anything in this life. Either way, those possibilities should not appear in one's mind.
I overcame that feeling, and it definitely changed me. Hopefully, for the better.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

Yes, I've learned in this short life of mine that even if you do things you'd regret in future (Which, of course, you don't realize when doing those things), you should never tell yourself *Oh no, what was I thinking! How bad of me! I feel so bad for myself, I won't do it again.* That's a pity for yourself, and that will not lead anywhere good. If you continue doing that, you'll end up thinking people are there to serve you and everything is supposed to come to you, or that you don't deserve anything in this life. Either way, those possibilities should not appear in one's mind.
I overcame that feeling, and it definitely changed me. Hopefully, for the better.

That's false, sweetheart. That's actually your own personal projection.

I think that's a load of bull.

What you said seems hella fabricated, to be honest.Looking at it, doesn't seem realistic...but quite conclusive and deluded.

You absolutely CAN do a quick LAMENT about something you did in the past, that was no good for you, that affects your present situation. It's super okay...

 

[Konno]

That's false, sweetheart. That's actually your own personal projection.

I think that's a load of bull.

What you said seems hella fabricated, to be honest.Looking at it, doesn't seem realistic...but quite conclusive and deluded.

What I said was based on my own experience, so I believe it is not deluded, not at all.
Again, people don't have to agree with everything.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

What I said was based on my own experience, so I believe it is not deluded, not at all.
Again, people don't have to agree with everything.

I'm really starting to notice you.

I see what you're doing.You're beginning to go that route with me.

Okay, what we need to do...is seperate "lament" from "pity".

Cause despite what my outcomes, I still can get over it.

I still hate debt, though.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

How would you describe Uzumaki Macho's slander of you Drecker?

 

[Dreckerplayer]

How would you describe Uzumaki Macho's slander of you Drecker?

Meh, he's ignored.

They go around slandering me on every thread.Super jealous.

Don't instigate or try to get a rise outta me, otherwise you'll be ignored, as well.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

Meh, he's ignored.

They go around slandering me on ever thread.Super jealous.

Don't instigate or try to get a rise outta me, otherwise you'll be ignored, as well.

I'm not trying to rile you or instigate. I want the cold hard facts and no one gives them harder than you do. No words have ever pierced me like your's do. They're akin to metaphorical bullet.... points.

 

[Konno]

I'm really starting to notice you.

I see what you're doing.You're beginning to go that route with me.

Okay, what we need to do...is seperate "lament" from "pity".

Caus, despite what my outcomes, I still can get over it.

I still hate debt, though.

Trust me, I'm not trying to reach some point here. I like getting into discussions and share some of my philosophical views.
I'm not 12-years old, I understand people are gonna disagree with my opinion, and I don't mind that.
I see, I don't like complaining or feeling pity. I understand the difference between the words.

 

[Dreckerplayer]

Trust me, I'm not trying to reach some point here. I like getting into discussions and share some of my philosophical views.
I'm not 12-years old, I understand people are gonna disagree with my opinion, and I don't mind that.
I see, I don't like complaining or feeling pity. I understand the difference between the words.

You're full of self-denial.

"complaining" or "lamenting" is a natural reaction to "struggle" or frustration...doing it ALL the time, is something else.Sometimes you gotta get real.

What I'm doing is 100% permissible.

You sound like an empty/fruitless person, right now.

 

[Joon]

"Just Do It!"

 

[Dreckerplayer]

I'm not trying to rile you or instigate. I want the cold hard facts and no one gives them harder than you do. No words have ever pierced me like your's do. They're akin to metaphorical bullet.... points.

Stop!

Don't make me cringe!

wow, you noticed...

 

[Lightbringer]

You're full of self-denial.

"complaining" or "lamenting" is a natural reaction to "struggle" or frustration...doing it ALL the time, is something else.Sometimes you gotta get real.

What I'm doing is 100% permissible.

You sound like an empty/fruitless person, right now.

Deceitful and manipulative. Nothing but a charlatan act. You sound like an empty/fruitless person, right now.

I'm happy and satisfied with who I am. Don't project over here.

Now, I'm not one to dwell on the past, but if I were to sit here and say I didn't have any past regrets...well, I'd be lying to myself.

 

[HowDidIGetPrem]

Stop!

Don't make me cringe!

wow, you noticed...

But I love you...

 

[Konno]

You're full of self-denial.

"complaining" or "lamenting" is a natural reaction to "struggle" or frustration...doing it ALL the time, is something else.Sometimes you gotta get real.

What I'm doing is 100% permissible.

You sound like an empty/fruitless person, right now.

All right, I need reality check like that sometimes myself.
Usually I'm the one giving advice or critique.
I try not to complain, I think people don't wanna see that side of me. I taught myself not to do that. I might feel unarmed, let-down, even weak at some point, but complaining about my situation. Who wants to hear that! Maybe that's how I was taught by the society.
And how did I sound like an empty person in that post?