"Thats not what i meant..." he lays on the bed next to her, breathless from laughing. " his smile fades as he looks at his corrupted hand. " from as long as i remember ive been at war. I fought, killed for a horrible creature i called King, and father, running from unspeakable horrors. The only one who i had was Ryun, his methods were unethical, but he fought for Shinigami. " He let out a sigh. "War, it changed me, i had to change, in order to live. I stopped forming meaningful relationships because the only tethered me to one place, making me a target." He closes his eyes and chuckles. "Every relationship ive seen, people say that they could share the pain, because they love them. I never liked that, its unfair. The pain ive been through, everything ive seen heard, im not going to share that..." Daniel turns to scarlet. "I Love you Scarlet belford..."