I have a bunch of
silly reasons that aren't really serious to me, but they still make me feel a little uncomfortable, so just to name a few.
1. Like when I'm in a group setting working on a school project or assignment and no one wants to speak to me. They speak to the other group members but don't want to speak to me
. I mean, what could it be? Am I ugly? Do I have dandruff? Am I not cool enough for you? This has only happened a few times, so it's not like it happens alot ^-^.
2. If I'm meeting a cute girl for the first time and the first thing she says is that I'm "nice". That immediately hits me right in the feels because I am expecting her to say something else, but I guess not everyone can look like Zac Efron, right? Of course, this is not always the case with everyone I meet, but my past relationships have always ended in failure.
3. If I'm texting a friend and they don't text me back,
like at all. I guess you are either too busy or you are thinking in your mind "why is this negga texting me? I don't want to talk to him right now". I then begin to question why you are even in my life of social contacts or even my friend at all. That's right. You are not my friend.
4. When I'm in public and I see everyone holding hands with other people and kissing and whatnot, while I'm sitting here being lonely because I can't keep a girl for more than a week.
5. When I'm at the grocery store buying something and I enter the checkout isle and the lady doesn't tell me how my day was or tell me to have a good day. I then start to feel some type of way.
6. When I walk into a classroom and I'm the only black guy in there. I mean, I am not saying that I want to be surrounded by a bunch of black people but come on, where my homies bro??!! And then when I enter everyone gives me that look like "oh, so we finally have one negga in the class" smh.. I know they don't say it but I feel like they think it
7. When I'm taking the bus and I'm the only guy with no seat partner. I mean like, come on. I want a seat partner too
8. When I'm in a class and the teacher calls on me and I say something stupid. I'm like "bruh, why did you call on me man? That's ****ed up and now everyone is laughing at me.
