This is a free-form style poem. I hope you guys enjoy it!
Scared.
I'm scared and worried.
Worried of the future and haunted by my past.
I'm losing it.
Losing myself.
Losing my sanity with every passing day.
I want to forget.
I need to forget.
But my memories refuse to leave me.
And give me peace.
I want to be free of them.
Free of myself.
But who am I?
I feel like running away.
But what am I running from?
Why am I scared?
Is it my thoughts that consume me?
I wish I could erase them.
Erase all thoughts and feelings.
Emotions that make me scared.
I wish I knew what I was scared of.
Is it myself?
Or is it my surroundings?
Maybe it's everything.
Or probably nothing.
Maybe I am lost in a dark reality.
A reality created by my paranoia.
My thoughts are spiralling out of control.
But what am I thinking?
What am I?
I am scared.
I'm scared and worried.
Worried of the future and haunted by my past.
I'm losing it.
Losing myself.
Losing my sanity with every passing day.
I want to forget.
I need to forget.
But my memories refuse to leave me.
And give me peace.
I want to be free of them.
Free of myself.
But who am I?
I feel like running away.
But what am I running from?
Why am I scared?
Is it my thoughts that consume me?
I wish I could erase them.
Erase all thoughts and feelings.
Emotions that make me scared.
I wish I knew what I was scared of.
Is it myself?
Or is it my surroundings?
Maybe it's everything.
Or probably nothing.
Maybe I am lost in a dark reality.
A reality created by my paranoia.
My thoughts are spiralling out of control.
But what am I thinking?
What am I?
I am scared.