Season in my mind

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Everything feels different now
It feels as if I'm just drifting along the coast of life
Were we all meet
That place labeled as "heaven"
Being pulled apart in diff directions
Everything is circling me
My mind starting to overflow
My mind screaming out
Pulling me down
Telling me I'm alone
I feel awake
But I'm sleeping
Hearing everything around me
The silence is so loud
I wish sometimes i can just choose and reright the role I play
What I's my purpose
In life ur born to fit a role
What is mine?
Have to break out of this amor
I want to feel loved
Love
Love
Walk away from reality
Throw it away
Just wanting to run away
Feeling like my life is a chess board
I'm repeating all my moves
My mind lost it's meaning
It's strive
I need to find out what to do
I need to predict the outcome
Losing sleep
Thinking bout everything
Hiding it all away
When I step into my existence
Start at 9 end at 3
I wanna let it go
Dramatic music playing in the background
Never wanted to be so cold
Wondering what was wrong wit me
I want to lock myself inside
Drowning in my thoughts
Everything is just so confusing
Let it go
Anything is better then to be alone
God this melody is beautiful
Haunting making me more focused but dazed a dangerous combo cuz I might giv any second
The second melody starts off slow
Why does everything I belive in or give faith in is so distant
Why do I deny my hopelessness in myself
All I feel is this grove swaying wanting me blending wit the beat the instruments god the voice
Only thing keeping me going
Only one
I try to feel lik I belong here
But I'm just as scared as the next
Wash away the dirt all these shadows that surround me to become clean
Hoping this will clear the way
Cleansing my body
I'm lost in this nightmare called a "paradise"
The next ballad is a more angelic then the last being thrown into the fade
The drums piano gituars that voice
Never finding away to heal myself
Heal my soul
Just letting the lyrics take me
Where I've gone b4 but never at this velocity never in this form
I feel like I'm being drugged wit this mixture of beats instruments and ..the voice
It's so loud I feel almost not alone anymore
Releasing me from myself
I can't hold on from this feeling
But then it's taken away as the song has ended

Left dazed and sleepy the session is over
 
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Everything feels different now
It feels as if I'm just drifting along the coast of life
Were we all meet
That place labeled as "heaven"
Being pulled apart in diff directions
Everything is circling me
My mind starting to overflow
My mind screaming out
Pulling me down
Telling me I'm alone
I feel awake
But I'm sleeping
Hearing everything around me
The silence is so loud
I wish sometimes i can just choose and reright the role I play
What I's my purpose
In life ur born to fit a role
What is mine?
Have to break out of this amor
I want to feel loved
Love
Love
Walk away from reality
Throw it away
Just wanting to run away
Feeling like my life is a chess board
I'm repeating all my moves
My mind lost it's meaning
It's strive
I need to find out what to do
I need to predict the outcome
Losing sleep
Thinking bout everything
Hiding it all away
When I step into my existence
Start at 9 end at 3
I wanna let it go
Dramatic music playing in the background
Never wanted to be so cold
Wondering what was wrong wit me
I want to lock myself inside
Drowning in my thoughts
Everything is just so confusing
Let it go
Anything is better then to be alone
God this melody is beautiful
Haunting making me more focused but dazed a dangerous combo cuz I might giv any second
The second melody starts off slow
Why does everything I belive in or give faith in is so distant
Why do I deny my hopelessness in myself
All I feel is this grove swaying wanting me blending wit the beat the instruments god the voice
Only thing keeping me going
Only one
I try to feel lik I belong here
But I'm just as scared as the next
Wash away the dirt all these shadows that surround me to become clean
Hoping this will clear the way
Cleansing my body
I'm lost in this nightmare called a "paradise"
The next ballad is a more angelic then the last being thrown into the fade
The drums piano gituars that voice
Never finding away to heal myself
Heal my soul
Just letting the lyrics take me
Where I've gone b4 but never at this velocity never in this form
I feel like I'm being drugged wit this mixture of beats instruments and ..the voice
It's so loud I feel almost not alone anymore
Releasing me from myself
I can't hold on from this feeling
But then it's taken away as the song has ended

Left dazed and sleepy the session is over
i like that word
 

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Could you explain it in your own words to me? You summed up quite a lot.
Well my mind tends to drift a lot on diff topics expceially when I'm listening to music it's like everything is flashing in my eyes the music is guiding my emotions there for guiding my moods and how I write


I feel as though everywhere my mind just wonders
Like life isn't real anymore idk I was OD out of it
I Dnt remember shit lmao
It just feels weird as though I'm not real I'm imaginary I know I sound dumb lml
 

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Well my mind tends to drift a lot on diff topics expceially when I'm listening to music it's like everything is flashing in my eyes the music is guiding my emotions there for guiding my moods and how I write


I feel as though everywhere my mind just wonders
Like life isn't real anymore idk I was OD out of it
I Dnt remember shit lmao
It just feels weird as though I'm not real I'm imaginary I know I sound dumb lml
Emotions through music. I can relate. :)
 
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