Alektra

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55OQwhtBVR0&t=624s
"You just do not notice that we are gifted just for being humans we are absolute predators."
What luck you are talking about? Such a shame words are these. We can't even live alone lol, we need others for live. Look at the communities that humanity build. We are social creatures... We want to known from someone, some other people, want to share stupid things, we want to be social..why? Why people have this desire? i don't know.. .For i can observe in my life everyone is social, even a bit, still they are. No one can't live alone. Even if you are alone, still you will dream friends, you will dream yourself with your friend, you will dream something that you want to do in your life. Loneliness is like a parallel loop, you need a lot of time for understand that you are already in this circle. But when you understand that you are doing same things in your life over and over again, then its too late, congratulations! You discovered where you are. For me discover where i am, noticing my life it's took 4 year. Sometimes i am trying to get out of this circle but somehow destiny brings me back. Somehow i am finding myself that i am doing same things over and over again.This is addiction, that no one shouldn't live.

If i keep writing that thoughts won't finish lol. I finish here. I doubt that someone read these anyway.